好一个 1.1.2010

再见了，她死了
你再一次把她刺死
再见了



心淡了，灰了，没有了




那恶魔在哭泣，你看到了吗？





后悔了，可是没有用

也知道你早就把她当成死了，

因为， 她毕竟伤你最深




想说句道歉的话，可是，倔强把它藏了起来。


对不起，我错了。

TAG~~~!! U, U, U AND U ! haha

请列出5个你最要好的朋友 ♥:
1.kyLIE
2.mARio
3.pEi Yin
4.JenSen
5.hOE


请列出3个你最讨厌的人:
1.CT
2.LJX
3.CYL


请列出在你朋友里面最漂亮/可爱的5位❤:
1.kYlie...hahaha...my pretty kawan
2.mAriO...big eyes taufu...XD..
3.sIamANg...i think she is Q+pretty when i saw her at the 1st time..!
4.zinEE...hmmm...hw 2 say....pretty..hahaha
5.micHellE yEn....wow babe..u r the most pretty in MHS L6 Zeta...hahaha..i go 2nd..XD..wahahahaha..XD..jkjk


请列出在你朋友里面最帅/可爱的5位:
1.nO.J ... thz zilian zhuang...橙罐塞
2.micHAeL.... erm...he look actually Q ... haha
3.bAi TaN... haha..most handsome among my frens..^o^
4.MarCUs....ya...everybody knw...~ but 4 me, he look "C jieng"..not handsome..haha
5.Chun fAi...ah boy change his style ady..hahaha..Q style..XD


请列出在你朋友里面不好看的3位:
1.SAM BAO ... wahahahaha...>o<..100% 4 sure..XD
2.cHOng xIN Er...bu hao yi si..hahaha
3.gUAn....wahahaha...sorry la..XD...he looks normal 4 me la..not handsome..not ugly...hahaa...pspsXD


请列出在你朋友里面真人和相片差很大的3位:
1.mEi xIN...haha...angle problem..XD
2.cHun fAi...act Q in photo..xD
3.mArCUs ...haha...cz his zipai technique very lousy...>o<


你觉得谁会最早结婚：
♥: haha...chun fai...marry vf his darling CCY...XD
♥: marcus tan oso has tat probabilty...haha..cz mayb he drunk ady then make a baby ..XD


你相信你的朋友吗?
♥: some of them..haha..


最后，你希望和旧朋友一直联络还是你比较偏向新交的朋友？
♥: hmm...good question..haha..i'll love to keep contact vf my lovely best frens but 4 those new frens, i hope v vil getting closer n closer...




把它TAG出去吧！让你的朋友知道你的真心话／知道你朋友的真心话～　
TAG给最少10个你最要好的朋友! 友谊万岁！
♥1: mario
♥2: kylie
♥3: vikie
♥4: jensen
♥5: chun fai
♥6: ah sim
♥7: yu chai
♥8: ah guan
♥9: zinee
♥10: dreamjenny
♥11: byron
♥12: suki
♥13: gc

Ft Island ~ bad woman !

가수: F.T Island (FT 아일랜드)
곡명: 나쁜 여자야(坏女人)(na bbeun yeo ja)
앨범: Jump Up




hahaha...fall in love vf Ft. Island recently~~ XD... all bcz of tat 是美男阿 ~~ haha
jeremy!! Lee Hong Ki!! u rock man !! .. hahaha
good looking, good voice, good style....haha..prefect..XD
i love thz song so much ! although it was a little bit old, but i love it once i heard
haha

here comes the lyric ^o^

네 사람이 아닌가봐 우린 인연이 아닌가봐
ne sa ram i ah nin ga bwa uh rin in yeon i ah nin ga bwa
你似乎并不属于我 我们之间似乎没有缘分

이제 이별하자고 그만 헤어지자고 하면 난 어떡하니
i je i byeol ha ja go geu man he eo ji ja go ha myeon nan eo ddeok ha ni
如果你现在说要离开 就这样分手的话 我该怎么办

날 모르는 사람처럼 모두 없었던 일 인것처럼
nal mo reu neun sa ram cheo reom mo du eop seot deon il in geot cheo reom
好未曾认识我一样 好像未曾发生过一般

다 잊어버리면 이제 난 어떡해 너만을 사랑했는데
da i jeo beo ri myeon i je nan eo ddeok hae neo man eul sa rang haet neun de
假如现在忘记一切 那么我该怎么办 只爱着你的我

넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야
neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya
你是坏女人啊 你是坏女人啊

남자의 가슴에 남자의 두 눈에 눈물나게 하는 거니
nam ja ui ga seum eh nam ja ui du nun eh nun mul na ge ha neun geo ni
非得令男人心碎 令男人双眼流下泪水吗

넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야
neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya
你是坏女人啊 你是坏女人啊

널 사랑했는데 너 밖에 없는데
neol sa rang haet neun de neo bakkeh eop neun de
我是如此的爱着你 将你视为我的唯一

결국 나를 떠나가는 넌 나쁜 여자야
gyeol guk na reul ddeo na ga neun neon na bbeun yeo ja ya
结果你却离开了 你是坏女人啊

난 모르는 사람처럼 모두 없었던 일 인것처럼
nan mo reu neun sa ram cheo reom mo du eop seot deon il in geot cheo reom
好像未曾认识我一样 好像未曾发生过一般

다 지워버리면 이제 난 어떡해 너만을 사랑했는데
da ji weo beo rin myeon i je nan eo ddeok hae neo man eul sa rang haet neun de
一切都抹去的话 现在我该怎么办 只爱着你一个人的我

넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야
neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya
你是坏女人啊 你是坏女人啊

남자의 가슴에 남자의 두 눈에 눈물나게 하는 거니
nam ja ui ga seum eh nam ja ui du nun eh nun mul na ge ha neun geo ni
非得令男人心碎 令男人双眼流下泪水吗

넌 나쁜 여자야 넌 나쁜 여자야
neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya neon na bbeun yeo ja ya ha i ya
你是坏女人啊 你是坏女人啊

널 사랑했는데 너 밖에 없는데
neol sa rang haet neun de neo bakkeh eop neun de
我是如此的爱着你 将你视为我的唯一

결국 나를 떠나가는
gyeol guk na reul ddeo na ga neun
结果你却离开了

너 때문에 난 행복했었는데
neo ddae mun eh nan haeng bok hae sseot neun de
因为你我曾幸福过

너 때문에 난 사랑했었는데
neo ddae mun eh nan sa rang hae sseot neun de
因为你我曾深爱过

너의 영원한 사랑은 오직 나 하나뿐이라고 믿었는데
neo ui yeong weon han sa rang eun oh jik na ha na bbeun i ra go mideot neun de
曾经认为你的爱只会属于我

넌 나쁜 여자야
neon na bbeun yeo ja ya
你是坏女人啊

난 나쁜 남자야 난 나쁜 남자야
nan na bbeun nam ja ya ha i ya nan na bbeun nam ja ya ha i ya
我是坏男人啊 我是坏男人啊

너와의 기억을 우리의 사랑을 이젠 모두 지우려해
neo wa ui gi eok eul uh ri ui sa rang eul i jen mo du ji uh ryeo hae
想将你我的记忆 你我之间的爱 全部都抹去

나만을 사랑한 그리운 사람아
na man eul sa rang han geu ri un sa ram ah
属于我的爱情啊 深沉思念的爱情啊

널 사랑했는데 너 밖에 없는데
neol sa rang haet neun neo bakkeh eop neun de
我是如此地爱着你 将你视为我的唯一

이젠 나를 떠나가는 넌 나쁜 여자야
i jen na reul ddeo na ga neun neon na bbeun yeo ja ya
现在却离开了我 你是坏女人啊

coMING baCk

loNGS tiME din update my blog ady..haha
hmm...my life in sg... quite nice... ~~ not so bad
hahaha
n frens~~ im going back on thz friday...
evening vil reach kp i guess~~
so...hahaha...nite yamcha ya ~~ ^^
n those ppl who still owe me my bday present u guys siek do la..wahahahaha
XD
hmm..xMas is coMIng soOn ...~~~
if u guys really wish to celebrate ur xMAs in sG then inform me ya..^^
hahaha
go go go ... go n make 1 passport... RM100 only... 2 years..XD

mY liFE...my mEANingless liFE...

time pass through as fast as a thunder...
it is November right now...
first of all.... i finished my SPM...
i got my result ... a so so result
after that, i started to think about the field i should futher my study...
and finally... i chose to be an obedient child, listen to what my parents said...
and thus, i took form 6...
but everythings didn't seem smooth on me...
i tried my best indeed to pass through all those obstacles..
but finally, i failed...i lose to myself
perhaps im not as tough as i thought...
well, since i quit my form6 school life, i do nothing at home everyday...
the things i did is watched movie, onlined, slept, ate....
but then, my uncle offer me a job at his shop...
i accepted it as well....
wat i done in the shop during this period of time was only watched movie, read some novels, gaming and lastly, sales...
i pass through this kind of meaningless life since i quit f6...
u know wat...
i scared of people asking wat m i studying now...
i scared of people asking m i having holidays now...
i scared of people asking me about the reasons i quit f6...
i scared of people asking me where im studying now...
i scared of people asking me why im working at the shop now...

but unfortunately, they all donno...
nobody know what's my feeling...
everytime i can just answered them : oh...nope..i vil start my class in january
and for sure, they will asked u back why its so late...
gosh... do u know tat this kind of questions always killed me within five second ...
well, tat's KP...i know..

today, 4th of november 2009 will be my last day working at here...
i will be bzzz after this...so...i have to quit my job ...
i live in these kind of meaningless and useless life for 1 year...
doubtless, i won't get comfortable when i start my class again i know...
nothing goes bravo on me
every circumstances go against me everytime...
even though my parents, my frens don't say anything on me..
but i know...
i know wat r u all thinking of me....
useless... powerless...meaningless...headache...n etc...
i hope everything can back to zero... go back to spm...
at least my life is full of colour tat time...

Lord,
do u c me?...
do u still remember me?...
have u ever noticed about me?..
there's a girl need your bless always.
please don't be mean to that girl... give her some hints please... she need You..
Now is a good time for a miracle.
Lord,are you hearing?
Hopelessly waiting for good times.





im standing at the edge of my life...save me anyone?

summary~~~

came back frm thailand since last thursday morning...~~ hehe... nice trip ~~
keep ate ate ate n ate...waliao..hahaha
gain 2kg... geng ! T____T
but the food there damn nice! im loving it ^o^
wakaka

jz nw went 2 sban vf marcus,jhao,sim,zai n guan~~hehe...
G-force... ~~ ^o^... not bad not bad... quite funny... haha
actually i quite looking forward 2 ah zai o jhao 2 eat the BIG BOWL...
lol...the bowl super big...~~~ sure mz b funny! wahahah
tot vikie can join us tim...haha.. nvm..nextime~~ ^o^
during the journey back 2 kp... waliao...geng...
laugh non-stop...hahaha
sendiri panggil sendiri PIG...
the stupidest thing i made 4 my life... lol...~~... laugh til stomach oso kejang...


~~~ wat else hak? ~~
oh ya... once again.. hehe... im going 2 quit f6 soon...so.. ~~ frens...
do mis me ya MHS kaki..hahaha~~ ^o^
MMU... im coming~~~~~~
hahaha
all the best 2 myself.. ah men

what should i do?!! im stuck

can i stop form6?
pls!!!! i feel suck here!!!
i wanna stop f6 !! can i?....i don dare 2 tell me parents...
i feel so guilty 2 them...y m i so lousy so useless!!
i have been having this kind of feel since the 1st day i entered form 6...
it is too hard... n now i just realize that im not suitable enuf for biology..
im going to become crazy soon...
now i just know why there are so much people committed suicide because of study...
gosh!...if the situation n circumstances still keep it on like this, don worry,
i will be the next person who jump from the 18th floor building...
i don wan bio...i don wan science!! i know i cant handle it well since i got my spm result..but what to do?
bcz of jimmy soh :" where got people choose the easy subject to study one? "
thus, i choose f6 n bio..but nw, im really 100% regret!!! totally regret !!!
i SEI CHANG since vicky gone ... but now..i don hav such energy n effort for it...
this is my future...i knw...i sure got lousy result during my stpm...my bio sure fail in stpm...
i don really understand n i always wonder y i chose bio..i don wan 2 bcm a doctor, pharmacist, nurse, viet or anythings that related to bio...
i don wan...!!! but y? y m i still studing 4 bio?!!!
i really hope i dare 2 ask my parents : can i quit f6 ? can i join private? can i choose acc?
pls pls pls !!
im sick of thz!! all of this !!
this is not my way...
helpless....



那是在 被人们 感觉遗弃的地方
大马路 矮平房 黄梅布满闹嚷嚷
生命很短 山中开满的果铺成养老枝桠
日子很长 只要是站在等孩子的窗

我们都是 一个人加上另一个人的长相
时间的墙 从他们的手掌到我们的肩膀
流浪星光 代替着那么多眼神对我说话
早点回家 早点回家

光溜溜 黏答答 孩提时光被原谅
牵绊绊 踉跄跄 白发靠我们欣赏
生命很长 美好或者悲伤细数也数不完
日子很短 只要是陪在孩子的身旁

我们都是 一个人加上另一个人的长相
时间的墙 从他们的手掌到我们的肩膀
流浪星光 代替着那么多眼神对我说话
早点回家 早点回家
[02:25.27]
心款款 影恍恍 牵手的步履成双
天茫茫 月苍苍 你们的流域回荡
笑吟吟 声缓缓 尽头前的路暖暖
泥土中央 屋瓦顶上 升起太阳

只能说,我太爱它了!!!!

nice drama!! a drama tat u shouldn't have miss....!
hahaha
绝代商娇
by 黄子华 n 佘斯曼~~
but sienzz...haiz...cz the drama ended at 22eps...im still looking towards it so much! that is never enough for me....haizzzz...the final episode came too sudden 4 me...T______T

wat a nice 等价交换,试拍拖，试求婚，试分手~haha
the things i can say nw is， 黄子华，我欣赏你! hahahahaha
his 演技 一极棒！！ sometimes quite "JINKAT" , sometimes quite touched..haha
nice 1..! im sure that he vil gain many awards end of thz year!...hahaha
i hav a lot of confident on u !...wakaka

if u love thz movie too, drop me a comment thr !! wakaka...

n donno y... i love thz song so much !
i love his way 2 perform thz song..! cool..haha

黄子华 - 冇问题 (《绝代商骄》主题曲）

作曲∶周永恒
填词∶张美贤

返工返到攰为两餐晏仔　为著是名利好心急上位
怨气再多　亦自制
一味谂计将死党跣低　讲真都有几分心亏
门外有声　来自我心的魔鬼

工心计　计到尽时抑郁已上高危
自满同时自闭　成名但好污秽　逃避害怕的问题
讲出嚟　世界上情感都算吊诡　以为赢了一切
至觉得好失礼　多麼巴闭　始终需要安慰

至觉关心关爱　不需经费　几深几咁珍贵

kinda joke..XD

各國女生裙子破了的反應(很有意思...)

日本東京

在人流不息的銀座廣場，一日本男子不小心刮開了一日本單身女人的超短裙。
日本男人還沒有開口，那日本單身女人一個90度的大鞠躬︰不好意思，給您添麻煩了！
都怪裙子的品質不好......說完，取出一個別針別好，又匆匆走掉。

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美國紐約

在人來人往的時代廣場，一美國男子不小心刮開了一美國單身女人的超短裙。
美國男人還沒開口，那美國單身女人立刻從身上摸出一張名片來︰這是我律師的電話，他會找你細談關于你性騷擾我的事情，你可以做好準備，我們法庭上見. . . .

說完記下美國男子的姓名電話，揚頭走掉。

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法國巴黎

在聞名于世的凱旋門廣場上，一法國男子不小心刮開了一法國單身女人的超短裙。
法國男人還沒開口，那法國單身女人咯咯一笑，然後細手搭肩的說道︰如果你不介意的話，送我一枝玫瑰來向我道歉......

說完。法國男人從花店買了一枝玫瑰，還請她去酒吧喝上一杯，然後兩人一起去一家小旅館再研究一下超短裙以內的事情了......

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英國倫敦

在泰晤士河邊的教堂廣場上，一英國男子不小心刮開了一英國單身女人的超短裙。
英國男人還沒開口，那英國單身女人忙用手裡的報紙遮住裙子開了的部分，紅著臉說︰先生，可以先送我回家嗎？我家就在前面不遠. .. . . . .

說完。英國男人把自己的上衣脫下來，披在她身上。叫了一輛Taxi，安全的把她送到家，又換了一件裙子。

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中國重慶

在人頭簇動的解放碑前，一重慶男子不小心刮開了一重慶單身女人的超短裙。
重慶男人還沒開口，那重慶單身女人揚手一記響亮的耳光，還抓住重慶男人的脖領子不放︰你這個不要臉的傢伙！敢吃老娘豆腐，送你去勞改 ....

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台灣西門町

在台灣的西門町裡，一台客不小心刮開了一女學生的超短學生裙。
台客還沒開口，那個女學生咯咯一笑，對著你說：價錢還沒談攏就要先看貨了啊！

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香港銅鑼灣

在人山人海的時代廣場，一中年男子不小心刮開了一年約18女生的超短裙。
中年男人還沒有開口，那女生就大聲 : 我操你老母！
你當我是站路邊的便宜貨啊. . .小心我去找人來收你的皮 . . .

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韓國斧山

在斧山的街上，一中年男子不小心刮開了一年約18女生的超短裙。
中年男人還沒有開口，那女生二話不說便踢出一個彈跳迴旋踢，然後冷冷地說 : 你不知道我是跆拳道黑帶二段嗎?

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泰國曼谷

在曼谷的街上，一中年男子不小心刮開了一年約18女生的超短裙。
中年男人忙亂地道歉，那女生優雅地雙手合十於面前，緩慢地作一姿勢優美的敬禮，以嬌人欲滴的聲音說:沒關係，先生.....我是男人

pls follow the rules!!

RULES :
once you have been tagged~
you are supposed to write a note with a wedding plan! ;)
at the end, choose d person u wan to be tagged~
u have to tagged the person who tagged u~
if i tagged u, it is because i wan to know about u! :)

1.) how old r u?
- - 18..youth..haha

2.) r u single?
- - yup..single but not available...hahahaha

3.) at wat age do u think u will get marry?
- - 27 mayb

4.) do u think u will marry the person u r wif now?
- - not really.... v r still young....

5.) if not, who do u wan to marry?
- - billionaire ..wakakkaka

6.) who will be ur bridesmaid & bestman?
- - kylie,mario,zini,dream n jhao,js,byron,boy

7.) do u wan a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- - nope...im looking 4 a wedding inside a huge n classic ferry

8.) where do u plan to go on honeymoon?
- - korea!! hahaha... gonna intro my korean frens 2 my hubby..haha

9.) how many guests do u think u will invite?
- - as mux as i can!hahaha...i wanna share my happiness vf all my dearest frens n relatives..

10.) will tat include ur exes?
- -absolutely !!! haha..gonna show off that hw blissful i m ...XD

11.) how many layers of cake do u wan?
- - 3-5

12.) when do u wan to get marry, morning or evening?
- - evening ! ... n a prom nite at night..wakkaa

13.) name the song/tune you'd like to play at ur wedding!
- - any romantic songs vil work..XD

14.) do u prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork? knife?
- - dining 4 sure ! hahahaha

15.) champagne or red wine?
- - up 2 the bridegroom..haha...cz i don drink alcohol ~~ ^o^

16.) honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- - haf months aft wedding i think...hahaha...

17.) money or household items?
- - billionaire never worried abt $ ..wakaka...so...it should b household items..haha

18.) how many kids would u like to have?
- - 1 prince next 1 princess~ great!

19.) will u record ur honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- - tat's 4 sure!!hahahaha...gonna watch it again after every 10 yrs

20.) whose wedding plan would u like to know next?
- - stan lim or wei xin ba...haaha...but unluckily, he don own a blogspot...haha


i wish to tag :-
kylie
mario
js
vicky
guAN
gc
ah boy
sim
byron
michelle leong
carol
zini
gloria
ah zai
rhui ting (wahaha...)

my 1 BIG happy FAMILY

super duper happy day in spore~~!
happy bday 2gu!! ^o^



hahahahaha
1st time singK vf my BIG family...XD
at 1st, nobody dare to sing....i had been forced by 2gu ... no choice..cz she was the master tat time...haha..
waliao....新不了情..my 主打...but im 2 scared....never sing in front of my cousins....wakaka
luckily didn't 走音...hahahah....
man! finally i found some1 can hit the boy's pitch of 珊瑚海 !...syoknya !!! waliao...i had been searching 4 long long time ago....
super excited..wakaka
quite happy 2 duet vf ah hong .. hehehe... i vil rmb thz 珊瑚海..wakaka
then ltr me, manman, sze n gloria sing the "SUPERsTAR"...wakaka,,,,
super syok!
hahahaha
although got some part v keep shout n high...XD ..but v enjoy ourselves a lot seriously..! n jz v 2gu..wakaka



n stan ! waliao...really shocking...!! hahahaha.... ur voice damn great man..!!!!
geng !!!
SIFU!!!!
hahahahahaha
nice 1 ..!especially the 苯小孩 n 草蜢's song...waliao... da gor gor, u and yongyong damn pro !!



wahahahaha
really..!! had a lot of fun there seriously...n im sure that 2gu was super happy tat nite...
actually singK vf my own family can strike a lot of fun that i never expect...haha
don worry..!
december...~~v gonna reply it again..wakkaak....
i love my BIG FAMILY !!
at least v didn't quareel or hate each other...
blissful...~~~
v rock u babe!!

一枝独秀

没有雪儿的第一晚
无聊
睡不着
11.59pm 了...
通常， 这个时候就是我收拾好书包，调好闹钟，告诉她:"我要睡了，你早睡啦，不然明天又钓鱼..哈哈"
这句话，原本以为今天还可以跟她讲最后一次...可是，没有机会了
在不知不觉中，她已经成为我一个不可缺少的朋友...就连我自己也没发现到
真的好像对她说，“baby please, ready,get set, don go!”
可是我不能这么自私..只好支持她走，去一个她梦寐以求的地方
对自己说好决不会在她面前哭...
可是，一看到她哭，挖..真的顶不顺了...压抑太久了..眼泪就马上冲出来..很想停，可是它就是不受控制
最后只好说:"冷静点冷静点.." 才停止了这场面
真的好想说:"爱我别走，在给我两分钟"
一个人的房间，一个人的世界...第一天，我已经不能忍受了
希望有人能打醒我，告诉我说我在做梦
我保证，梦醒了，我会更加更加珍惜我们的友情和相处的时间

下午原本想2个人静静的吃顿最后的午餐
怎知道，让班上的大嘴巴 知道了，到处找人一起吃.. =="
真的闲掉.... zzz
结果我们6人就在shibaraku吃了1++小时
其实感觉还不错，大家都很开心

一踏出mahkota parade,她是真的要走了...
这次是真的...星期一就离开了
我真得很贪心,
真的希望可以她再住多一天，多住两天，多住三天...可是，我知道不行
曾经真的希望她的退学手续可以办久一点,那我就可以跟她一起多几天...
至少那是我已经有足够的心理准备了...自私的想法


你真地离开了..不会回来了...我们大家都要加油！






一场精彩的情节完毕后，我还是一枝独秀






susus_1206am...110809

=="...alpha Q

emo~~
=="

2many question mark nw
complicated...

=="

Shakespeare : " To be or not to be, that's a question"

泰戈尔：‘可能’问‘不可能’你住在什么地方，‘不可能’回答说在那无能为力的梦境里

雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌,我相信天空一定也很痛
雨是眼泪 怎么坠落,有谁会懂
雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌,我知道天空只剩这点痛
雨是眼泪 偷偷坠落, 伞下的你 刚好经过

真正的友情？

b4 thz, i believe tat i can hav a lot of real friends frm school....
but nw,
i feel so strange vf u, he, them ...
you had change...
change a lot~!
although v r not used 2 be best best best best best fren b4,
but i can still feel ur changes...
u make me scared n annoyed sometimes....
mayb he is right... you had change...
2 much changes on u ....
i feel like that's a deep and big gap between us....
i donno...
maybe this is just ur personality... maybe i don't really know you before...
well fine, haha
i hope i still can take it and digest it well.........
but i feel quite bliss cause i own a gang of nice and best friends...
thx kylie, py, suli, mario, js, boy n etc .... you guys make me believe in forever...
tat's a sureness i can feel when i c u guys and meet u guys... !

사랑해요!

lol.....
ah mi ta bha...hahahaha
h1n1... stay away frm me !!
XD

i got fever since last sunday
but it seems to be cured so i didn't care about it so much
who knw...
ystday...
really beh tahan....
fever till wanna ketuk dinding
after back from school, the hse owner n vicky brought me to the clinic....
waliao
i so scared i got h1n1 knw
T___________T
when v reached the clinic, the nurse asked me whether i had fever,cough or flu o not
if yes, then we nid 2 go 2 another room...
a room for the ppl who has fever, sore throat, flu and cough..



haha
like let ppl quarantine
nid 2 wear a mask and sit 90* away the nurse
waliao
my fever hit 38.5*C ...
wasai man !
haha
the doctor said if i still didn't consulted a doctor, i may be cacat or DAI BI leh
wakaka
luckily,
after the check-up, im safe !
hehehe
no h1n1 ... thx god !!!
and actually, i feel so grateful to my classmates!!
they all are super good...
they know im sick... keep sms and concern about me... and teach me which medicine should i take ....
walao... pro ~! haha
thx !!
hahaha






and lastly, h1n1, pls go back 2 Mars ~~~~~~
hahahaha
earth is not suitable 4 u

3 days solo life

yamgong~~~
2moro going to the HARI BELIA at xia mi STADIUM FATIMAH warrr
zzz
sienzz kek
start frm 10.30am to 6pm
waliao~~~ ... swt man =="
i nid 2 weAr the c2pig school t-shirt and walk frm jalan hang tuan till donno jalan xia mi
wasai... 2km ++ leh
Marathon meh~~~hahaha
but 14 marks for koku leh...haiz.... tolong bunuhlah saya
hahaha

in the afternoon, vicky went back to kp ady...
now left me 1 kaki alone at melaka
T.T
pity man ~!
nw eating maggie mee somemore...



寒酸到~
可怜到~
沦落到这种地步



but luckily thz duck favour maggie mee quite nice! ^o^... make in thailand...
donno will oh lao sai o not
wahahahaha
but really quite nice~~ hehe





ltr going out alone for the HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE
finally!!!
wahahahaha
wanna watch thz movie since 1 month++ b4...
luckily it havent drop



RM7 only....but pity...
nid 2 watch it alone
mayb hoe is rite la
haha
1 ppl oso not bad
different feeling
XD
WANNA BE A SOLO QUEEN ~~~~
wahahahaha

the owner of the hse i rent is very kind n good...
she offer me a dinner vf her and oso some rambutans
hahaha
i think she know i sure will eat maggie mee again for dinner
XD
thx ya~~^o^
haha

n 1 mr thing...T.T
i hope 2 join the trip 2 kl next week tat organised by my japanese club...
they are going to a venue tat called " BON xxxx "
i hope to join !!
tat is an event tat vil be held in JAPAN once a year
nw msia having thz event too...
if i join, i can meet a lot of japanese and mix japanese tat day
walao !
sure fun man !!
wanna join leh....rm21 only ... but if i join, i can't go back kp again next week
tat means i didn't go back home for 3 weeks
waliao
hahahaha
hw jek hw jek
aiyo....
hesitate leh
hahaha
giv me some idea n suggestion leh
hahaha








to be continue...
hahaha
take k frens~~~

YEPPI YEAHEY !

yeah yeah yeah !
put ur hands up.. put r hands up ! ^0^...
everybody... lend me ur hands..~!!
hahaha
clap vf me... XD

finally~~!!!
thx god!! haha
finally vicky successfully transfer to high school !!!!
happy + excited + surprise ...
cool man..! i love thz kind of surprise !!
hahahaha
during the MUET period, vicky suddenly appeared and come into my class...
i was jz OH MY GOD !!
i was wondering m i dreaming or was tat an illusion?
hahahaha
nope!
im not dreaming ~~~~~~hahahaa
happy happy happy!! really happy !!! XD
i feel so blissful when study vf her....
thz is jz my word ma...kaka


hope vicky n i wont separate into different class later la !!
pls!
phewwwww~~~~
anyway, finally... u come!hahahaha


and tell u guys 1 thing...wakakaka....
v had registered for the pengawas canteen...wakakaka
nid 2 watch ppl eat ..
XD

homesick

坚持？
之前我很确定我可以
可是
现在的我完全不是这么一回事
很想回庇劳，很想回家，很像看见我认识的人
在这里超级陌生
根本不是一个我该来的地方
什么事都一个人
在很早以前我已经跟“一个人”说再见了
为什么现在又要去认识它？
T.T
快崩溃了
快撑不下了
快让我适应好不好

14/6/2009 .....

T.T
reached melacca ady lo...
homeless
haiz...
sei gc arr
xian ga me say wan 2 meet me n vicky for dinner vf ah boy...
manatau..zzz
oways xian ga... zha dao
sigh~~"
1st day in melacca....
at 1st... phewww...it feel so bad...helpless and homeless...
but after i ZAB my stuffs, i saw my blanket,my pillow,my bed....
from tat time, i started to adapt to thz brand new environment...
n oh gosh, the line is not yet ready for us...
tat means no line,no streamyx, no wireless, no net...
oh my god..=="
vicky going to crazy when she knew the net nid to wait 1+ more week..
thus, we nw at mcdonald...
haha

yeah mcdonald, im loving it...! ^o^

2moro going to school ady la...
hope all those HAO LIAN people vil not HAO LIAN in front of me ady la...
please... haha
hope allah, jesus and Lao Tian Ye will bless me together ...
haha
na mo na mo na mo namo ..~~~`
zi ni .. thx 4 accompany me jz nw... jz nw really down...
i think i vil keep crying if u din sms me ...haha..thx la...muackkssss
XD


hehe...jz nw bought a new pair of WASH ROOM shoes vf vicky...
XD
a little bit dAI bI...but slow slow c and YAN XIONG it...
u vil found tat actually not bad n Q leh
wahahahaha
psps

everything is going back to zero

the things that we had prepared and arranged for 1 month were ruined....
ruined by our MALAxxxx POxx .. our marvelous Malay...
xie xie ni men!
you all granted us the hopes but then, trampled it down floor without any humanity..
zzz
full house in high school?
are you really sure?
WTH is tat?!
do you ever try to think for us, for chinese, for india, for the other races except Mxlxy in MALAxxxx?
sigh~~"
never.... that's why Malaxxxx never broken down any incredible record, never achieve any marvelous results....
oh my, gosh !
you all drive us crazy !!
u all make us troublesome !!
u all get us into trouble !!

nw...
good...
everything drop back to the jumping-off point....
no matter how hard we had tried, how many effort we had put into....
the thing we get at last is only an empty box, a dissapointed....
our dreams that full of imagination and expectation are dashed to the ground all because of you..

Are you happy Malaxxxx Maxxx ?
Are you satisfied? ...

A movie that you should not miss it

Cinderellaman ~~ 辛德瑞拉先生(乞丐变王子)

吴大山/李俊熙 …权相佑饰
许允智…允儿饰（少女时代）
李在民…宋昌义饰
张世恩…韩恩贞饰

韩国著名服饰集团sopia的大少爷（李俊熙）突然发现自己有先天性心脏病，必须要马上做手术，可他却不想让家人知道这件事。就在他思前想后该怎么办的时候，一个跟他长得一模一样的人——吴大山出现在了他的眼前…… 于是，两人交换了身份...吴大山继续扮成李俊熙...因为真正继承人俊熙的存在，在民总是担心自己所拥有的一切会被俊熙夺走，为了避免这天的到来，在民比任何人都努力地工作。虽然对宥珍动过心，但对于充满野心的在民来说财阀千金张世恩才是最好的结婚对象。MORE信用金库会长的独生女张世恩从高中开始就作为模特活跃于T 型台，在拒绝了李在民的求婚后世恩又有些后悔了，然而这时吴大山却闯入了她的视线。

韩剧向来是虐人的,给你一点甜蜜的同时痛苦会随之而至.不论<辛德瑞拉先生>剧情如何发展,单看权相佑的演技就很过瘾,因为他卖力的一会儿深沉,一会儿疯癫,看客的我都快"精神分裂"咯.

我会继续关注此剧.

这真的是套值得花时间看的戏....!
爱上它了
哈哈

IF

if one day, i told u all that i will not continue staying in Melacca,
what will u do?
if one day, i told u all that i will leave Melacca High School,
what will u do?
if one day, i told u all that i will go to a place, the place that far away from here,
what will u do?
if one day, i will not back to my home town anymore,
what will u do?
if one day, i am dissapear from all of ur sign, lost of my news,
what will u do?



....
if...
if all these "IF" are going to bcm truth,
what will u do?










.. sUsu ..

1st day of MELACCA HIGH SCHOOL

finally .. =="
started my form6 Melacca High School life...=o="
oh my god... all these new face, new people ..
walao =o="..
leng zai ? my class don even have one leng zai...
the most can c the i think only Michael ...
he is nice... friendly enuf 2 me ^o^
haha
he was the 1st people who tell joke 2 me in the class...
he is a BANANA too... donno mandarin at all... haha..so nice 2 chat vf him ^.^
leng lui?
=o="... geng dao
i tot melaka's view sure prettier than kp de...
manatau...
=="..
i think i can get into the LENG LENG BOARD as top 3 already...
zzz
>...........<"
lame!!
sigh~~"
sienzzzz.....donno y...
2day, i love to keep myself silence....
very silence...
people talk to me, i jz smile to them back
i feel like i reject myself from speaking vf them....
maybe i scared of strange...all those new faces made me feel uncomfortable dude...
-........-"
suddenly, i feel like im not me... is this really susu? T.T
lame...really lame ...=.="
different class vf ying lie...vicky has not come yet....
moh donno will successfully transfer to here o not
=,="
jz nw... I jz knw tat i nid 2 go back 2 school 4 extra class during the holidays...
wakao !
3 days leh
hw?!
zzz
don wan go ady la... ponteng la
sienzz kek ..... arwghhhhhhh!! T.T
i feel so strange here...not familiar at all
its jz like im at a plc tat's not belong to me
no closed fren...no good fren...no ppl knw me... sienzzz kek arrr...!
sienzz sienzzz sienzzz...
a lots of homework need 2 be complete too..!!
oh gosh !
im going to be depress

neW liFE...future

going to start my brand new life...
a totally different life start from tomorrow...
i hope everything will be fine,
everything will be great,
everything will smooth ....
i will miss my friends a lot !!
although that is quite many kaki study at melaka,
but I'm studying at bandar, while MMU is located at luar bandar..
too hard n tough to meet...
sigh~~"
soi zai HOE still keep reject to visit me..T.T
the place i stay has air-conditional leh..wahahaha
let you enjoy ma...XD



frankly speaking ,
i will not adopted to a new life so fast..
i know i sure will become quiet and less talk with others once i study at there..
if vicky and mario failed to transfer, then it will really be oh my gosh.. =o=" ...
please! don't let this happen !
ToT



anyway...
MELACCA HIGH SCHOOL!!
I'm coming !
and bye bye KP 4 a week ..
XD

F**KING TMS !!!!!

=o="
wat a bull-shit school!!!
bull-shit teachers (except hoe's kai ma n MJ father)
bull-shit buildings !!
bull-shit people !!
bull-shit hall ~~~!
oh my god !
i hate TMS !!!!!!!!!!
rmb ~~!
if ur sis or ur bro or anybody tat related to u,
don intro them to TMS !! never !
stop them if they want to future their study at TMS ...!
F***ing school !!
bull-shit !
@#$@$@#$@

waste our time, waste our spirit and lower our class!
what the hell is this school ...!!
stupid + lame + useless...
hey !!
SURAYA !!
r u really a teacher??
or u r jz a stupid fu**ing PORK of TMS ?!
u r no manners, stupid, ugly, fat and etc !!!!!
buck off k?!!
oh my god !
jesus !!!
u r totally pork !!
never been a human... ~!
scold us with your dirty mouth ?!
JESUS !!!
pui !
u r rude !! u r not qualify 2 be a teacher !!
i tell u , i vil PORT u till die .. !! (PORT 死你!)
don let me get a chance 2 the education department of Seremban...
u better pray 2 ur ALAH !!!
> o <" !
may ur ALLAH bless u !!!
damned u !

scold chinese tat v r no manners ?
pui !!

: "semua tu, gang itu ! .. kurang ajar !!"
: "kamu! awas!! awas!!! "

wakao !!
kurang ajar?
u r jz the one who kurang ajar k?!!!
wan me to watch out somemore?
wan me to beware?!
wo pei !!!
watch out 4 wat?
u wan 2 gantung me?
don let me knw if i successfully appeal the matrik...
if i get matriks, i vil go 2 TMS n 5 u .....
i hope u vil call me watch out again ...
cz tat time, i vil tear the SURAT TAWARAN of TMS in front of u !!!
beware !!!



f***ing SURAYA !
bull-shit SURAYA !


if my father is the owner of Kuala Pilah, i vil burn up ur hse , burn up TMS ... !!!!
but unluckily, my father is not, dude...
=o="



zzzz

goodbye !

goodbye my frens !!!
bye JS
bye ah Guan
bye ah Zai


Js.... i will miss u the most.. !
you are my best fren 4eva !!
i should say u r my 2nd family...
v share our secret,our things,our food...
i will miss the days and the memories btw us !!
so.. pls ..! miss me when u r free k ?
haha
i am not willing to break up vf u ...
i knw u vil go 2 korea 9 months later
but,
9 months are not a long period of time
it is short...
later morning, u are going to shah alam
i will miss u so much !
i swear...hahaha
wanna cry leh..
T.T
cham
chase ur dream fren !!
i miss you !!



ah Guan ~~
hehe..
lao ban...
yoyo !~~~
wats up !
i knw u since v r in primary school lo
take k arr..!!
don be ZI BI at college there ar
haha
FANG YI DIAN
open sikit
hahaha
u r cool !!
u knw a lots of computer things !
geng chao !
haha
sms me xia xia la...
never receive ur sms ...
haiz...
hahahaha
ga yao in ur college life arr!!!



ah Zai
i knw u won c thz post..but i still wan 2 say...
haha
put the pearl down lo u
XD
5 a better, prettier, slimmer gal at college there
hahaha
bring her back and show off 2 me...but tat time, i will bring my handsome, rich and cool boy fren back kp 2..
tat time c whose partner more geng la..
XD
kaka
so zai
i vil not 4get u ...
interact is our logo...
haha
when i c interact, i vill think of u..
donno y...
hahahha
interelated...~~~
xD




take k frens !!!!
i will miss you guys oways !!!
i mean it ~~
i do !!
hahaha
so..
miss me too... !!!!
sms me la peng you...hahahahaha

mario bday!

warrr....
this few days 4 8 many ppl bday
hahaha
gc la, ah guan la, mario la... phewww.... no money ady
XD
but it was very happy and enjoyable .. !
having great times vf my frens ...
hahaha
2day we go sban JJ singK ~~
warr......
finally !!!!
i have been waiting for this chance since we studied at ELS lo !
wahahaha...
2day me,hoe,billy,js,vicky,py,gc,and mario went to sban ... ^^
buy ntg there...=="
JJ really small ...
n about the Voir Jeans jacket, T.T
i want to buy !!!
but.... sban cheat ppl 1... no discount..ystday i went to KL and i saw there have discount 20% ...but sban...~ .. sigh ~~"
nvm la...
wait the chance to melaka la..go pahlawan buy...hahaa
2day singK quite suang kek !
hehe
1st time singK vf vicky,hoe n billy....
different feel ~~~ ^.^
3 hours really very fast...
2day don hav a chance to sing 传说 vf ah boy...ai yo ...wat a waste !! T.T
2day sing 死了都要爱 again...warrr
thz time js increase the key warr... phewww... luckily still 飚得上 ....
wahahaha
happy bday 2 mario arr!
hehe...but, ...
the cheese cake super sweet...zzz

after singK, v go 2 ply video game
wahahaha
zha dao...
played the "table ball" ... high dao ~~~!
hahahaha
fatty js geng lo.... use his drink milk's energy ...
pheww... lose him ady .. XD
after shopped awhile then back 2 T1 le... they bought a cap 2 NO.J ...
nice cap... ^^
after tat,
CITY LINER lo..haha...go back by bus ~~~ ^^"
nw super tired... all kaki wan slp ..zzz
thus, sigh~~" ..cancel our yamcha
haha



start frm next week, i vil join TMS ... T.T..the school the i don wan 2 join the most..zzz
many of my frens vil go to their college too... start their own college life...
i hope all of us will oways keep in touch !!
if anybody back kp, mz sms me arr!
i don wan 2 be alone too
T.T
(copy frm guan..haha)





... ^^