Tuesday, June 16, 2009

homesick

坚持?
之前我很确定我可以
可是
现在的我完全不是这么一回事
很想回庇劳,很想回家,很像看见我认识的人
在这里超级陌生
根本不是一个我该来的地方
什么事都一个人
在很早以前我已经跟“一个人”说再见了
为什么现在又要去认识它?
T.T
快崩溃了
快撑不下了
快让我适应好不好

16 comments:

  1. i dun like the situation now...felt lonely..i can't use to b no all of u arround me..i miss form 5 life so much~~~wuwuwu~~~when u back mux find me r..b4 tht i met u everyday but now no more,so sad..so miss all of u wo~~~
    haiz..kankan here

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  2. Susu,don't like that la..
    I know what you feel now..
    Me also got this feel...
    You must feel very luckly that your parent is at kp... Not like me.. My mum not at Perlis..
    I want see her also very difficult... I also already cry before... When I miss my mum,I everytime will cry de... So before that I very shao phone my mum..
    But now.. I can phone already..and will did't cry.. Haha..This all is also because my mum..
    She gu li me.. So I should not gu fu her..
    I must study hard!!! Because next time I want give my mum a very nice and wonderful life!!
    So..Susu.. We must GAMBATEH together!!! ok..
    Don't let this feel ying xiang you...
    + OIL!!!

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  3. i understand de feeling==
    last timez work at KL os like daT==
    but it's for ur OWN gud~
    haha~
    忍耐是人类的美德^^
    先苦后甜yo^^
    so...
    add oil+takeK lar~
    hehe~

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  4. U just start sure will like tat de...
    take it easy... me at raman also like tat la...
    But now also hv some fren le...^^
    when 1 week after u sure will hv many fren de...
    hehe...^^
    wan +oil ar... u is can de...^^
    good luck n gambateh la...^^
    take care la... be happy o...^^

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  5. mario~~
    i miss u so much !!
    hope can meet u everyday like last time...
    hope v all can back 2 f5 life too!!
    T.T
    if i can choose again...
    i will surely choose to stay back at kp..stay at tms.... study acc...
    hate melaka
    scare of melaka..
    scare of the school...
    scare of the class
    scare of the ppl....
    im not as tough as i think...
    im going to become crazyyyyyy
    homesick the most!
    T.T
    god !
    miss u arr..miss kp..miss my parents...!
    mz yamcha vf me when im back
    T.T




    suki~~
    thx thx thx!!
    really thx!!
    all ur words are so meaningfull
    im reading while crying...
    u make me cry...soi po....
    v r in the same situation nw...
    but u r tougher than me...
    at least u always chat vf ur mama...
    but my mom... omg... never call me
    T.T
    homesick...
    gonna crazy....T.T
    but i vil listen to wat u say..!
    i vil study hard...!
    don care others...!
    thx ar sapo ..!!
    really
    u wake me up !
    T.T



    sim~~~
    yup..!
    i wil YAN YAN YAN...DING DING DING
    hope i can get into thz new situation soon!!
    i wanna back kp T.T
    don only pui lll la
    thz weekends mz pui me arr
    T.T
    don care
    haha



    zai~~
    soi zai!
    thx arr!!
    really
    i mean thx 4 accompany me in msn jz nw
    after a big cry, everything KAN KAI ady
    haha
    u r rite
    u say vil accompany me de harrr
    not only next week worr
    hgahaha
    evey weekends oso mz pui me worrr..haha
    u can do it bo o?
    XD

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  6. haha..start miss family le o??last time dun know who say hope she can go as far sa she can o..haha..like this d la..when u at kp,ur parents just know say u,ngam u..but when u left go other place,then u sure feel 不习惯 d la..so that u will miss back ur parents lo..
    erm..maybe u dun hav orientation week,so u feel loney at there..be4 i come with gc..also damn sien d..but after orientation week,..wow..gd!!hav know many fren..although we just say 'Hi'to each other but also feel gd..cau u know that u wont be lonely anymore..
    now i go sch also alone d..gc no same time..but after i go in MMU..then i can find other fren go together class..to..try it ba..u will get it fun in university life!!^^
    now i also lazy back kp le..haha

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  7. hey,girl!
    dun like that la!!must kampateh ya!!
    but ur situation same as me!!
    even until now 2yrs alr~
    me oso hate singapore!!
    damn hate!!
    i oso duno y i chosen to come herE!!???
    i m stupid! now wan talk wif my family oso hard~
    but how? no choice d~only work hard save $$~
    then ask them move to JB~
    at least i can meet them easily~
    u still got family & frens at KP!
    but me? they all staying at PG~
    how? everytime wan call them bills oso expensive!
    coz i m using sg rate to call msia~
    haiz~
    but now still got msn so far ok liao~
    so we must kampateh!!!
    jiayou!!! jiayou!!! jiayou!!!
    missssssssss
    muacks!

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  8. hoe~~
    lolssss
    last time i tot vicky,byron,moh all vil go 2 high school ma
    mana tau...=="
    left me alone here...
    sienzz kek
    yup...hope my parents can keep ngam me...
    i willing to let them ngam i oso don wan study alone here
    T.T
    u knw me de la
    my mouth where can stop de
    nw u wan me stop talking saya mana boleh tahan
    T.T
    really beng kui
    haiz
    hope everything vil b fine soon
    T.T
    u n ah guan all same de la
    haha
    go thr le then lazy 2 come back kp....
    wan c u oso hard=="
    soi zai
    don lazy la... back kp once 2 weeks la....
    hahaha




    dream~~
    haha
    yup.. u hate sg, i hate melaka...
    at least u stil hav a bf there...
    n 2 yi at there too...
    at least still have ZHAO YING....
    haiz...pity me here
    i wanna go back home every weekends thz 2 months...
    hope 2 months later i can really adapt 2 thz life
    T.T
    god..!
    u oso ga yao ar!!!!
    wait me till thz november la
    ahaha
    go sg again ..~~~
    XD

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  9. walao..so lousy d oh..
    u...
    yamgong...
    i dunwan go home also...
    wahahaha..
    homesick wah..
    haha..

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  10. hey..sure meaningfull la...
    when I write this me also cry leh...
    haha..
    your mum did't call you..same with my mum la..
    everytime also is me call her first de..
    But.anyway..Hope you will Happy now!!
    Just thinking it..
    Time is gone very fast..Just a moment will Friday already...Then can back see your family again...
    Haha..
    Take Care~~
    ^^

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  11. hahaha...
    when i go there i oso homesick...
    really wish to back home
    lucky i meet my roommate
    she is very nice..
    then i keep talk with her
    ask more info about MMU
    how to on9 download lec note n tutorial...
    now i think i can slowly suit there
    but my class..
    90% is guys ah...
    omg...
    100 more ppls study in a class
    gals not over 10 u noe?
    pity nya...
    T.T
    tats y i only noe 2gals' fren...
    other all guys...
    haiz...

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  12. aiyo...feel sien sms me larh..
    kns la...
    feel sien?
    go kenal some fren lor..
    if not u wan study alone so many years???
    ahha....
    if gt back then sms me lor...hehehe~~

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  13. fatty js~~
    sei fei zai ya u....
    blekkkk
    knw u 2 days can knw all the chinese guys ady leh
    boys n gals r different u knw
    haha
    u la
    never sms me or call me
    pity me...
    alone+lonely here
    haiz~
    nw still say me lousy...
    soi zai
    knw u knw a lot of leng zai leng loi la..haha
    donwan bc kp then u cant c me de wor...
    noe u r not willing to do tat de rite?
    hahahaha



    suki~
    hahaha
    10 Q arr!!
    really
    all ur words make me stand up again nw
    hahaha
    thx thx thx!!!
    if i call my mum sure feel weird...
    haha
    donno wan chat xia mi vf her too...
    so i jz can waiting for her call ~~~



    kylie~~
    haiz
    if i went to the orentation week then i surely can adapt it well
    but nw
    the whole class got gang ady...
    haiz
    hope i can adapt it super well soon~~~
    pray 4 me ! ^o^
    hahahha
    na mo na mo na mo na mo



    small boss~~
    sms u?
    lolsss
    u so many activities....mana dare 2 disturb u
    hahahaha
    haiz.... won alone de la...but jz not so close...
    nid take many times 2 get closer vf them
    T.T
    my class got 1 leng loi...
    yue kan yue mei
    hahahaha

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  14. I'M LAST .....
    hmmmmmm ...
    1st ...
    dun noe how to accompany u ~
    n also got many frenz accompany u jor `
    hmm ...
    no nid worry it lah ~
    all of us wil SUPPORT u geh ~
    coz u r DA JIE ma ~
    haha ....
    become more jian qiang ~
    u can do it geh ~
    any ppl also wil meet the problem like tat geh =="
    nw u nid become more kai lang to solve it ~
    noe ??
    if not ..
    later u nid call ambulance to 5 u arhx `
    haha ~
    nw ~
    juz trust urself tat u can do it ~
    jia you ya ~
    be hapi ~

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  15. is lyk tat de...
    nid time...
    but i always support u la..
    jian qiang is important...
    dun give up..
    keep going

    kyee

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  16. zini ~~
    hahahaha
    yaya
    thx thx ya !! ^^
    nw is better than b4....
    hope everything vil move smoother soon !~~~
    i jz don wan ambulance leh
    hahahaha
    liu gei ni la...XD



    kyee~~~
    hahaha
    thx thx ya ! ^^
    hope i can adapt it asap !!
    en....
    i vil keep moving on !
    its a climb

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