can i stop form6?
pls!!!! i feel suck here!!!
i wanna stop f6 !! can i?....i don dare 2 tell me parents...
i feel so guilty 2 them...y m i so lousy so useless!!
i have been having this kind of feel since the 1st day i entered form 6...
it is too hard... n now i just realize that im not suitable enuf for biology..
im going to become crazy soon...
now i just know why there are so much people committed suicide because of study...
gosh!...if the situation n circumstances still keep it on like this, don worry,
i will be the next person who jump from the 18th floor building...
i don wan bio...i don wan science!! i know i cant handle it well since i got my spm result..but what to do?
bcz of jimmy soh :" where got people choose the easy subject to study one? "
thus, i choose f6 n bio..but nw, im really 100% regret!!! totally regret !!!
i SEI CHANG since vicky gone ... but now..i don hav such energy n effort for it...
this is my future...i knw...i sure got lousy result during my stpm...my bio sure fail in stpm...
i don really understand n i always wonder y i chose bio..i don wan 2 bcm a doctor, pharmacist, nurse, viet or anythings that related to bio...
i don wan...!!! but y? y m i still studing 4 bio?!!!
i really hope i dare 2 ask my parents : can i quit f6 ? can i join private? can i choose acc?
pls pls pls !!
im sick of thz!! all of this !!
this is not my way...
helpless....
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日子很长 只要是站在等孩子的窗
我们都是 一个人加上另一个人的长相
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流浪星光 代替着那么多眼神对我说话
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日子很短 只要是陪在孩子的身旁
我们都是 一个人加上另一个人的长相
时间的墙 从他们的手掌到我们的肩膀
流浪星光 代替着那么多眼神对我说话
早点回家 早点回家
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Some time in last year or few months back, I do have the same feelings as you do. I felt that I'm not suitable for Bio and it's hard to memorize all the facts and points. At that moment, I was thinking what the hell is going to happened to my life even I don't know the stupid 'mass-flow hypothesis', 'mutations' and etc. As time goes by, I just learnt to face it. Since I chose it, I'm going to finish this and get the best result as I could. I hope that you can free yourself from the depressions that you are going through. Hope to see you with a great results without any regrets. Edwin
ReplyDeletesapo~
ReplyDeletejz try ur best...
account not as easy as u think
my roommate was taking account too
but i nvr c she is relax in study
all the sem got test
dun think wat ur dad say
jz think wat u wan...
u feel hard coz when u change to MHS they alr teach few topic
dun blame ur parent
every parent sure hope their children study in popular o better course...
last time u say tat wanna take engineering
but its not easy as u say too...
dun give up easily..
think tat only 1 n half of yrs...
u alr walk for few months...
try ur best n dun think negative
anythings msg me,call me o find me in weekend^.^
addoil~
edwin :
ReplyDeleteu r different frm me.. u r tough enuf..im not..T______T...im weak im timid! .. i scared of everything...i really don think i can tahan til next year... i cant catch up the syallables nw...i failed my meths...1st time failed in my exam...i really donno wat should i do nw...
kylie...
thx a sapo...the msn jz nw really helps a lot!!
i vil think properly 1st... but i vil oso tell my mama thz weekends ... c wat she vil say 2 me...
thz few days i vil XIP GOU ZAM TAO 1 ..^o^
don worry...nex time i vil cal u up n cry in the phone...let u shock n faint..hahaha...XD
ga yao in ur exam ya !!! ^o^
all the best!!
ji mui 4eva..! ... muackkssss...miss ya
girl~~
ReplyDeletein my opinion~
if u reli cant take it~
jz tell ur parent wat r u thinking nw~
wat u frightened of~ wat u feeling~
how much tension u having now~
then ask them give u some suggestion~
see wat opinion they give~~
everytime try to discuss wif parent~
sometime they mind be stubborn~
but they will oways listen to their children~
they wan their children be intelligent~
wan their children future better~
nevertheless they will still understanding if they know their children suffering~
anyway~~
i oso need to tell u~
i m stuck in my a/c~
i m stopped~!! but will continue again~
i m damn regret to take cima~
but how?? even i wan to change to acca~
oso need spend alot of $$~~
so i m hanging hanging~
no mood study~ when think tension~
i will keep crying crying crying~
i knew it doest help me anything~
haiz~
we sure will meet hard & stress~
but try to be tough & solve it bravely~
u think u can then sure u can!!!
kampateh!
will support u oways~
think properly b4 u do~!!