im done suffering like this
everything went smooth at first and it ends up getting nothing in the end
everything's gonna rearrange and rearrange.. i hate this!
asking me about the trade off? horrible!
the trade off is just too much! and yet it doesn't worth at all
i've given this much n i got "a negative" in return
i rather got nothing in return instead of a NEGATIVE in return
a wrong investment? or should i said im just too naive? thinking everything is easy and cool so chill
NO! it doesn't and it will never do!
im done suffering like this
im done pretending i dont care anymore
im done with the mask
im done !
where is the saviour of my life?
drag me, push me, kick me or whatsoever techniques you use i dont mind
just bring me back to the normal life
im done with all these nonsense!
i hate emo but that's what im facing now
feel like crying but yet i'll not to
it's been so long i never have the feeling of heart broken but now, i got it
thanks for reminding me how it feels like
and it sucks
* a big sigh ..
bitter day or better day?
i just want a good day
cheer me up please
