Monday, August 10, 2009

一枝独秀

没有雪儿的第一晚
无聊
睡不着
11.59pm 了...
通常, 这个时候就是我收拾好书包调好闹钟,告诉她:"我要睡了,你早睡啦,不然明天又钓鱼..哈哈"
这句话,原本以为今天还可以跟她讲最后一次...可是,没有机会了
在不知不觉中,她已经成为我一个不可缺少的朋友...就连我自己也发现到
真的好像对她说,“baby please, ready,get set, don go!
可是我不能这么自私..只好支持她走,去一个她梦寐以求的地方
对自己说好决不会在她面前哭...
可是,一看到她哭,挖..真的顶不顺了...压抑太久了..眼泪就马上冲出来..很想停,可是它就是不受控制
最后只好说:"冷静点冷静点.." 才停止了这场面
真的好想说:"爱我别走,在给我两分钟"
一个人的房间,一个人的世界...第一天,我已经不能忍受了
希望有人能打醒我,告诉我说我在做梦
我保证,梦醒了,我会更加更加珍惜我们的友情和相处的时间

下午原本想2个人静静的吃顿最后的午餐
怎知道,让班上的大嘴巴 知道了,到处找人一起吃.. =="
真的闲掉.... zzz
结果我们6人就在shibaraku吃了1++小时
其实感觉还不错,大家都很开心

一踏出mahkota parade,她是真的要走了...
这次是真的...星期一就离开了
我真得很贪心,
真的希望可以她再住多一天多住两天多住三天...可是,我知道不行
曾经真的希望她的退学手续可以办久一点,那我就可以跟她一起多几天...
至少那是我已经有足够的心理准备了...自私的想法


你真地离开了..不会回来了...我们大家都要加油!






一场精彩的情节完毕后,我还是一枝独秀






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10 comments:

  1. T_T y u post ths??make me cry again liao T_T
    i feel guilty alr...
    dun feel lonely...muz stay tougher noe..
    haiz..so sry..cnt pui u zhou f6 ths road...
    i thk u wil used to the life without me soon..dun worry..be hapi..big gal dun cry ~
    bac kp call me out limtea lu~i wil go mlk see u geh if i got time..
    sry babe~ miss u too T_T tk~

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  2. miss u a lot
    2day at school, the "pirate" keep mention tat u r leaving... im alone... non-stop
    i don wan choi her ady knw
    but she still keep it on...sienzz kek
    2day go 2 the bio lecture...
    sienzzz... din c u sit bsd me, sleep bsd, reallu BU XI GUAN
    hahaha
    really miss u leh !

    en !
    big gal dun cry, but im stil underage, 17++, so, im still youngster ...
    not consider as big gal
    haha
    so i can cry~~~~ XD
    don feel guilty la…really its ok ^o^ … that’s ur dream..i knw ..

    mz come back again ar! u promise ady
    T_____T
    if wan stay a nite oso can...
    my room sril hav plc...hahaha....
    take k !!!!
    v mz ga yao 2gether !!!

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  3. haha..finally xue er also left MHS le..zzz..
    so wht r u waiting?also left la..come back kp study in TMS lo..haha!!
    aiyo..actully alone or wht also had to walk this road d..slp alone,eat alone,play alone,study alone..really feel very lonely..but long time le..i trust u can tahan this all d..^^
    so gambateh la..n everyweek u also hav back kp d ma..so still ok la..5days try at melacca alone lo..^^..after that just think when friday back kp need how to play!get high la..rite?haha
    hope u wont be lonely at there la..^^
    hapy always!!
    jia you!!
    SOH HUI LING

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  4. wao...1st time leave comment leh...
    xue yi here la..trust me..
    stay tough..enjoy ur life..u might feel happier..CHANG nei ar~~XP

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  5. hoe~~
    haha
    go back tms? i really consider it b4...
    haiz...but tms teachers really JIA SAI (makan tahi) 1...y pi chung got some expert teachers but tms don hav~?..zz
    haiz...v all at melaka nw but v never meet at melaka....
    if v r near 2 each other then mz be better..
    at least can hav dinner o lunch 2gether
    T_____________T
    yamgong...
    2day so sienzzz
    after back frm school i really donno wat should i do...
    like fei chai....
    luckily i still hav laptop...if not sure GG ady...become ZI BI ady...haha...talk 2 the wall everyday
    XD
    en ! i vil try my best 2 get used 2 the life without xue er..
    hope i can do it..! T____________T
    thx thx ya sozai ~~ ! ^o^....
    all of us mz CHIONG 2gether!
    T_____________T



    xue yi ~~
    wahahahaha
    yala
    1st time....
    im not as tough as i think
    im 2 weak 2 be alone
    i scare 2 be alone..i scared of lonely..
    don worry...after cry 4 a few weeks sure no pro ady...wahahahaa
    thx ya soi po !!
    u mz ga yao at the maktab 2 knw!
    don lose 2 the 午餐肉...wahahaha
    miss the day v went to genting so much !!

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  6. susu ar susu~
    haha..dun hv me beside u slp btr la..dun wan influence u..u can concentrate..xD
    dun miss me so much la..ltr white hair oso bcum more leh..haha..like ah boy said lo..alone ther til fri can bac le..thk of hw to curi curi climb out frm window..my myvi w8 u at down ther..haha..go yamcha at 3am..xD
    gah yao la..cry 1 time enuff liao ya~ nw muz bac to crazy laughing susu..haha..dun choi the pirate la..damn her..haha...be happy~
    c ya~ take k^^

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  7. why u write like xue er wan "GONE'gam geh?!
    haha...alone not bad ah...alone gt alone d good...

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  8. har ??
    wat happen ??
    how r u nw ??
    y xue er transfer sch d ??
    then u 1 ppl live at there ??
    JIA YOU ARHX ~`~~~
    no nid worry abt ur new life ~~
    u also transfer lah ~~~~
    transfer to s'ban lah ~~
    then u can c me everyday ~~~`
    wakaka~~

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  9. aiyo~~
    so pity!!
    now u alone sleep lor??
    so lonely!!
    sayang sayang~~
    muacks ^)^(^
    wish ur fren all the best!!
    but where she go a?

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  10. vicky~~~
    haiz....reALLY damn miss u !
    hope u can accompany me all the time...
    haizzz...but thz thing vil only be true in my dreAM
    T___________T
    but nw i think i start 2 adapt the life without u .....
    although its very lonely n bored...but...i hav 2 face it...hahahaha
    u arrr..! ... ga yao knw!
    hahaha
    y change ur mind ady?? won go UCSI?


    nee~~~
    hahaha
    yaya
    im alone here
    sienzzzz
    but don worry
    thz week i vil go back kp
    hahah
    yup
    mayb next year
    switch back 2 sban
    haizz



    dream~~~~
    kaak
    yala
    nw u jz knw im pity...T___________T
    very yamgong
    haiz
    hahaha
    she is going to a private collage...
    yeah !! can meet u soon
    happy~~~~~~~~~~

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