开学了， 心理比上学期还更不平衡...

好想放声大喊，

好想放声大哭。


很烦很烦！

很压力很压力!!

很失望很失望!!!



在搞什么我也不知道... !


靠！

...

看见了狐狸精的本性，

可笑么？

beloved

pls..!
i pray hardly ..
god...i hope u can hear me...
bless my grandma a healthy life...!
i dn wanna lose her in this way....
pls!!!!!
im begging u hardly!...
LORD, DO U HEAR ME?

wahahahaha...good1

強姦犯逃獄後的第一件事.... (18+)
強姦犯從被關押十五年的監獄逃跑了。
他闖入了一個民宅尋找食物和錢，卻發現一對年輕夫妻在床上。
於是，他命令丈夫下床，並且把他捆綁在椅子上。
然後他又將妻子捆綁在床上，並深深地吻了她的脖子，然後走進了廁所。
當逃犯在廁所的時候，
丈夫對妻子說：
「聽著，這人一定是逃犯，只要看他的衣服就知道。他一定在監獄的時間太久，好多年都沒有見過女人，從他親吻你脖子的樣子就看得出來。如果他要和你上床，千萬不要抵抗，不要抱怨，按他說的去做，不管他如何蹂躪你，都要滿足他的要求。他一定非常危險，如果他發怒的話，可能會將我們都殺了。你一定要挺住，寶貝，我愛你。」...
妻子說：
「他並沒有親吻我的脖子，而是在我耳邊輕聲說話。他告訴我...他是同性戀，而且他覺得你很可愛，還問我家裡有沒有凡士林。我告訴他在廁所裡。你一定要挺住，寶貝，我也愛你。」

level up

hmm...
最近真的相通很多...
很多事不去计较，其实结果会比较好
这几个月里发生了超多事，
也让我明白所谓的人生，真得很短暂...
hmmm..只能说，现在的我一定比以前更成熟...哈哈

let's view from other view points when u r solving or facing obstacles...
u'll get different kind of feeling ~ ^^
that's wat im doing rite now...
LEVEL UP ! ^o^

♥

i miss you ~~ volleyball!!!

i hope i can meet u again this weekend~~ volleyball!!

i need you badly~~ volleyball!!!



wahahahaha
XD

4 days 3 nites happy crazy incredible vacation ^-^

PS : to the person who is read all of this through, i hope you can feel my excitements and my happiness~~^^...and 10Q for giving your patient for reading this ^^..



huhuhu...first of all, i've done my final test paper last week...~
and now, im officially having my semester break for 1 whole month now... heee
hmm..all the best for my paper ya! ^-^...weeee*
let's get into the points now...^^

during last friday, after the paper, VV, AH PIN, BOU YI, AH LIAN and I went to midvalley for some small little task ..~~
after that, we took taxi to jonathan's house for BBQ !!
heee...thanks IVAN for the tasty yummy chicken wings !! haha
till now, i am still missing the taste of the honey n chicken..XD...LOL
then, poker time..~~ XD..hahaha... CHO DAI D vf ahpeng n malauzai them...
n who know?... i won all the time!
gosh ! we should played with money man..! LOLsss..
anyway, thanks jonathan so much for "renting" his house for us...XD
and also MC ~~ hee...thank you so much for being our driver for the whole day..!

hee...after the bbq, MC sent all of the girls back home ~~
that night, AH PIN, VV and BOUYI stay a night at my room ... huhu...
lots of sharing was started there...=D..nice talk, girls!^^

for the second day, we pushed off from PJ to Kuala Pilah at 10am after the breakfast....
and you know what?..
our day was not so perfect or should be considered as bad that time...


1st : we met a strange and stupid + low EQ IQ tickets-saler .. that aunty was so bit*h!
.

do remember this face!

2nd: we took the UNIT** bus , and.... =="... i was broke down on the halfway of the high way...gosh! we had wasted about 2 hours waiting inside the HOT and SMELLY bus...zzz

3rd: wasted many credits on call to those KNS people that was keep considering whether they wanna join us to malacca for the next next day....
and the answers we got was,
"NO BUDGET",
"PARENTS ARE NOT ALLOWING",
"IF HE GO, I'LL GO" ...

you know what, four of us really hope to give you guys four letters word --> F*** ...!!
really F*** Y***!
if you are not planning to go or you are not interested to go, is it hard to tell us straight away?! zzz...
i can still remember 1 fella told me that :
"susu, i realy hope to go! i want to go. but, i don't have money.how much will we spend at there?hmm...i actually have money but im not willing to take it out for spending."
hey, tell u what, i really hope i can slap ur face n kiss my shoes that time..zzz...
stop talking cock with me la! wasted all our handphone's credits...zzz
and thus, we went to malacca by four ..~~ heee
four people vacation..XD


but before that, i brought them to ULU BENDUL !!
huhuhu..
gosh, i cant really remember when was the last time i've been there..haha
we had a lot of crazy fun there ! ..XD... photo snapping is 1 of the funniest things we did..

i do admit that we really had a great time at ULU BENDUL !^-^

that's all? no no no!! haha...after ULU BENDUL, we paid a visit to our EX-agong's palace at SERI MENANTI..hahaha
we did something that is a "NO WAY" in the somehow called palace...haha
we sat on the “龙椅” and also the bed and many many things else..XD










LMAO !! i love the visit...XD..
we actually did something really crazy but what to do? we got GUTS and we are NUTS!! ...
LOLSsss...XD


hee..and for dinner, we had a steamboat with my family and also my grandni ! huhu...sedap sedap!!..xD


finally, we reached malacca ~~
after checked into the hotel, we decided to walk to jonker walk from melaka raya..=="
that was the stupidest decision i made in my life..t___t
gosh...it was so far far away from our hotel and the sun was freaking hot that time !
but somehow, we had experienced a different way of traveling in our life! ^^
haha
we planed to eat the nyonya food at the jonker walk there, but we were really SOI..zz
it was closed that time...
sighed" .. thus, we had to search for another nice shop to eat ~~





it is an old shop but kinda cool...lots of people floating the shop just for the food..XD..haha
after that, we took a walk at jonker walk for almost 4 hours..gosh..+.+..
it was almost killing me with the big hot sun..
but frankly speaking, i enjoyed it so much..XD..hahaha

after all, we went back to dataran pahlawan for shopping purpose and also MOVIE!!
heee.. we watched ip man thr too~~ ^.^
wahahaha...and for the dinner, we had SATAY CELUP ..huhuhu
it was great to have something like steamboat again with friends ~ !

we went back to hotel around12.30am...
after took bath, VV said she is kinda hungry~~ XD
as you know, melaka raya has a lot of cafes and food stores that are opened till midnight...
but that VV, zha dao... "put airplane" at last..haha...nevermind then, we met MR.CHOU after that~~


the early morning for the following day, we went for NASI AYAM BULAT
haha
and...=="..we went to a "BLACK SHOP" !... goodness!
let you see what we ate...zz
the chickens was so so so so so so small in pieces and gosh, i bet the wide of the chickens were not more than 2mm...zzzz..
and...it is so so so expensive!!..zz..n not nice!

we went to JJ, that is the biggest JJ in malaysia ....
huhuhu...we ate at 汤师傅 there..XD
so nice!!!!!!!!!
hard sale to you guys!! huhuhu~~

healthy, cheap and nice!! you must give it a try if you've been there..^-^

hmm...after done those shopping task, we gotta say bye to each other..T___T
johor, cheras, kuala pilah...
sigh~~"
kinda "berat hati' that time..
i really enjoyed so much for this 4 days 3 nights fun+crazy+free style vacations...
hope we can hang out again during our second semester's break...
miss ya !

hell...zzZz

im searching badly for a word to describe my mood for this few days....~~
and finally, i found it... ! -- > HELL
complicated emotion + complicated mood + complicated status
all in one and it is called as HELL =="
my P.G attitude relapse again...
SH*T .. why... i can't control it...
for a thousand millions of times, i hope i can overcome it and become an ANTI-P.G ..
but why every time i've tried my best to overcome it and the result i got is --> failed..
sighed**~~"
perhaps ahboy is right... gals think too much in this kind of circumstance... =="
mr.A is still the best for me... but it was just like what suli said, i didn't do research b4 i started my action...i look up myself so much...zZZz..
and thus,
i've failed the mission n it brought all my passions and moods down when i figure out the hidden truth..
those passions disappear jz like --> ding* !
i hate my fake smiles, my fake gags and my fake face....!
im fake and sham... i hate it so much! but what to do?.. i also donno =="

HELL... really HELL ! .. =="
Lord... don be so mean to me pls
show me the way back to the origin

section 17 is really a dangerous plc!!

sec 17 is really 4 8 dangerous lo!!
yesterday evening, i got a news from my friend, said tat her house kena rompak
goodness! ... again?!...
luckily no people hurt .. ><
to the ppl who r living at sec17/5 and sec17/6.... must bewared all the time!
bad people are anywhere anytime anyplace...><...
sigh* ... god bless my place is quite safe... hope so ..~~

..... random

huhu...done my PK ady..
haizz...y..
y everytime i can sing as loud as a tiger in my hse but i cant even voice my sound out in front of ppl?!...T_____T
lack of confident?
too much of self-esteem?
perhaps..~~
hmm...anyway..i've try my best..
although it was kinda terrible...haha

done my maths test ady too..hehe..piece of cake la..XD
hope i can hit another full marks again...huhuhu...

n...hmm..i got to admit tat im kinda PG..~ ><...
PG= ?...haha..guess urself la..xD~~
ps: PG is not pig..zz..haha

NEX WEEK NEX WEEK..ARRRR..

T________T
next week my turn 2 PK...
sei looooo............
damn nervous now!
4 8 gan jiong ! ><"
some of the nodes i cant really get it lagi....
wasai..n that aaron damn geng leh! ...
dim gai
dim gai..T___T
when im practising the song, my heartbeat keep increasing n my face keep turning red...
wasai...y m i so nervous?..><"...
sei lo... dim arrr...T__T
dim gai... cham....
goodness
god bless me pls~~!

hmm..n the song to be PK is : nothing's gonna change my love for you
GG..><...
all the best to me pls~~~ haha

updated! ^^

hmm...
feel like im kinda lanci this few weeks...
y har??
><.. i oso donno....=="



moody...emo....sienzz kek...all the times... haizz....
n to the ice berg.. i knw i've failed the mission...
but...ok then...like wat kylie told me...
let's be simple n incredible...!
im looking 4 it vf my scariness and curious..
T_______T...god bless...

long time din updated my blog...phewwww...
1st of all..i got a new name in UTAR...
ppl called me JOEY...
i kinda enjoyed it bcz i tot finally my new frens will not called me as SUSU anymore..
frm a new starting point, new name is wanted...
haha
but unfortunately... forgotten since when, those frens started to call me SUSU...
'SHWEAT" .. =="
but anyway...i don mind actually...
jz i tot i can leave SUSU at kp and bring JOEY to PJ...
haha...anyway..i love my new frenkie..~~ ! ^^...
they are cool! ...haha..






but y harr...really dn understand... my class has no lengzai at all!...
sweat=="
all looks like ah pak, ah lut, ah zai, ah soh...==" sighed...
sighed...>< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">"PUSH UR LUNGS"....
kinda disapointed n pek cek vf them sometimes...


hmmm...i've join music club.. n oso ASTRO xin xiu...hahaha
nice experience for me n kinda cool...!


wendy@naruto..gal i met during xinxiu audition


i enjoy "clubbing" vf music club in utar (not tat kinda of clubbing..haha..)
some nice frens i've met... nice voices i've heard...nice look i've seen...hahaha
nw i knw tat's really always be another mountain tat's higher than now..hahaha

huhuhu...~~~
im now staying vf 3 of my classmates...1 is xiao zha bo...haha..
her name is christine..she is really xiao..=="
n she love to chiong soi me...sei po...haha
hmm..while the other 1 is quite pretty...her eyes damn big ! huh..><.. jealous+envy..hahaha


christine


ah lian



n about my new hair style... 1 word and 4 alphabets can describe --> SHIT
haha..i miss my X-hair style...T_______T...haizz....jialat...


@funny hair


♥ movie @ midvalley!! hahaha
part of our "outdoor" activity for every wednesday~~~
so...any1 wanna join us?..hahaha~~~ XD
last few days i've spent a lot of $$$ in midvalley....
bought a SEED bag... bought 5 shirts .... and some accessories ...goodness...almost broke...haha


toilet @ midvally after shopping time..XD

2 sot plug..hahha...XD...nice hanging out



wat else?..
ya!
haha
my maths!!
lol...my maths teacher damn funny...hahaha~~~XD
CHU LING OON..lol..XD
he is quite good actually..is jz he donno how to teach n what to teach ...haha
i love his speech : "very smart, i oso donno, ask kampar"
hahaha...LOL.i love thz...XD
huhuhuhu...
n i got 2 times FULL MaRKS in my maths test and 1 time 9.5marks ..
><..pek cek... almost got 3 times full marks leh...haiz.. wat a waste.. ><
started to enjoy my utar life ^^
not tat bad actually~~~
haha



GOD BLESS! ^o^
ah mi ta bha ^^..huhuhu♥

SOLO~~~~

huhu...this coming thursday, im going to solo in front of the ppl
sei lo
sikit sikit takut
all the best to me la
haha
dn out of tune ! ><





susu

takutnya~~! ><

sei lo.... gonna open school ady..
hmm... no no no..should be open school ady but i skip it..hahaha
orientation week ma... takut... so ... skip lo..><
a lot of worries appear in my mind now...
collage life...sigh~~"
utar .. ><...
兜兜转转, 最后还是你 utar~~
sienzz kek...
hopefully my foundation cgpa level vil be high la..
then i'll go to TAT collage...hahahaha
ah mi ta bha...