im being too selfish

自古多情空余恨,此恨绵绵无绝期

:)

maybe i just dont deserve u.. even u r over with her, u just wont get with me.. though it sounds like a sad story, but i'll stay strong.. :)  thanks for all the awesome moments u've given me.. i'll just stick back to the status quo.. :)

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一句， NO!! YOU ARE MINE!
多么动听!
快被融化了

总在这种时刻，才知道谁是你最重要的人

怎么突然那么感伤..射手座丫射手座
我知道这次太任性了
对不起对不起对不起
对不起对不起对不起
我伤不起

THE GLORY OF MY LIFE

wow! seriously, i never expect this! thanks a lot a lot a lot a lot to those who really helped me a lot!!!!

lots of touching feeling in the deep of my heart

the one that i owe him the mostttttt is CHUN HAW!!

without him teaching me keyboard, i dont think i can do the 1min performance on stage with my confidence!

10QQQQQ so much! thanks for teaching me anytime anywhere i want

thanks for giving me so much support everyday

thanks for giving me lots of courage on that night

thanks for promoting for my votes

thanks for everything everything everything u've done to me!

another big thanks to kaijing!!

thanks for nominated me as one of the participants..

i know my YES and NO for joining seriously annoyed u but u hav to know, i damn freaking no confidence to win..haha!

but, thanks for all the efforts u've given! thanks for those hugs that given on that nite! it calm me down seriously!

i wanted to type this guy's name at the very first place..but,haha! cannot! chun haw is my saviour! so i must thank him 1st! LOL! this guy, very awesome! HAHA! big size, fit, cool, good looking, funny n etc etc! LOL!

joker RICKY!!! thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks for everything!!!

thanks for teaching me how to be confidence in front of people!

thanks for shouting at me so that i could stand straight with confidence on the stage!

thanks for correcting my pose everytime!

thanks for those BIGGG BIGGG HUG on the night before the show!

i was soooo nervous and shaking all the time! thanks for giving me A BIG BIG hug that night!

i need it alot and thanks for everything!

your warm hot body temperature seriously cool me down !

cant mention how touch was i that time!

wanted to have someone to give me a big hug that time and without asking, u just gave it when i need it so much!

awwwwww! so sad.. u've already taken! haha! if not, ngek ngek ngek..HAHAHA!

another BIG thanks to u my dear MEI YUEN!!!

the hot awesome gorgeous chicks in town! LOL!!!

thanks for all the concern and all the courage that u've given to me! i was so touch when i received ur msg that time! t

hanks for sharing all the confidence to me! i love u so much!!!!!!

now, HAHA! jero!!! woohoooo!! sei popstar! haha! u'r still that cool, that handsome and that funny!

LOL!

thanks for accompany me for the whole keyboard lesson the night before the prom

thanks for teaching me the chords

thanks for letting me know which part should i correct it

thanks for the company of nightsssss

awwwww... seriously, ur eyes are full of ELECTRICITY!!

HAHAHAHA!

MAX LOW!!! HAHA!! SIFU!!! LOL!!!

thanks for the BONIA wallet u gave to me!!! i love it so much!! but too bad i cant change it now cause huifen gave me the carlorino wallet was jz used for 2months.. i cant be so bad to her..LOL!!

chill~~~~ stop asking me when to change my wallet..haha! i'll surprise u ! XD

thanks for asking all ur friends to vote for me on fb!

thanks for keep on promoting me as ms VU though it's really annoyed me..LOL!

thanks for every support u've given to me!

i appreciate frm the deep of my heart! seriously!

u'r the most steady and awesome friend i have so far! i do admit this!

thanks for everything! and so sorry for ur gf's misunderstanding..

sigh..i really feel a BIG SORRY for that! but luckily, u settled it..LOL!

if i still accept a clutch from u, oh NO! i cant imagine how will this go on !

my dear HUIFEN!!! i love u !!! thanks for ur effort !!! thanks for asking SO many ppl to vote for me !!! without u company me, i'll feel so empty! lol! thanks for colour up my life!!

we did things together

we share secrets together

we share laughter together

we choose our best dress together and most importantly,

we tilt them together!!

HAHA!

SISTA FOREVER!!!

thanks for EVERYONE!!! seriously, EVERY SINGLE THANK YOU i mention on that night and now, i mean it from the deep of my heart with touch ! i love u , u, u and u!!! this is my pleasure of having u guys all around me! thank god!! i mean it! i believe this is 三生修来的福! i really believe this! thanks for colour up my life all awesomers!!!

thanks for giving me such wonderful memories during my university life!

a thing that i'll even smile when im sleeping!

THANK YOU, with tears!

真的真的真得很感谢我的朋友！！
你们真的是太棒了！！
说真的，我真的觉得能认识到你们，是我三生修来的福！！
很多时候真的很感动！你们所为我付出的一切，不可能会是认识1年多的朋友所能做到的！
虽然我嘴里不说，可是感动往往在心里！
谢谢你们！
就算我工作9个小时，你们陪足我9个小时
就算我心情不好，你们一定会想办法解决
就算我要练习钢琴，你们不关事的，坐在那里3-4个小时，也无所谓
就算我没钱，请我吃3天3夜的饭也没关系
就算我生病了，你们也会想办法比我吃药，早点睡
很多时候，
在你最需要人慰问你的时候，往往就会收到他们的讯息
谢谢你们!真的谢谢你们! 太多地感动,留着毕业的时候才使出来吧!

:')

i jz screwed it up

i shud have done better than this!!!!
i know i can!!
*big sigh
i jz screwed it
sorry teammates ..
i just havent given out my best...
though, i think i just got a dream came true..
just tat the result aint hw i imagine...
*sad emo kid.. aiskkkkkkkkk
arrwwwghhhh...
i wish u were here... T_____T

♥

会唱歌的男生真的很有吸引力 .. 哈哈！

不管长相如何，一开口，赢了！

哈哈哈！

A SMALL Little SECRET between Us... XDDD

Haha! i think i just did something crazy... which is..hohohoh! YEAH PeiYin..u were right.. i went for audition!! HAHAHA!!!! sowwieeee cz i said NO by the time u asked me : u wanna go for audition tmr is it? HAHA .. cause i planned to tell others when it comes to a right time.. lol...sowieeeeeee py...XDDD

hmmmm.... i knw my sistasssss all thinking of :eiii...lan san bei...susu has bf ady??

HAHA! the answer is NOOOOO!!!!

chill la..im still that suci...HAHA!

kay~ here's the story..HAHA!

last few week, which i forgot the date, I was in kampar and once i woke up frm sleep, i received a text from my siao kaki.. who is Christine Pook..HAHA!

she asked me to go to the road show audition to get the VIP Pass to join the final singing audition at 8tv on 12th Feb...

i was like : wat the heck?! so sudden?! i didn't prepare anything at all... what to sing? walao.. don go there siao sui la~!!! HAHAHA!

she asked me to reach PJ before 6pm... n coincidentally, i planned to go back KP tat day after lunch.. so, i said ONSSSSSSSSS la...HAHAHA

erhhheemmmm... that's a problem..i didn't prepare anything... not even the lyrics.. tilt my life weihhh..HAHA! fine..i go find some lyrics then snapped it down .. n yeah.. i tried to memorize them on the way back to PJ.. tat time JIN keep asking me, woiihhh...y u keep memorizing lyrics... haha! i didn't even dare to tell him the reason why...LOL

n yeahhh..JIN sent me to UTAR PC block for the audition... n yes, he knew it in the end..LOLness..-.-

sei Pook keep asking me GO LA GO LA...! easy only...haha

n yes, i filled in the form n sang...

so do my ROUND 1 - PASS ...

the host of the event said, CONGRAZZZ!! u pass ROUND 1!! u get the VIP pass!!!

n i was like... tilt my life.. wat was i doing up there just now...-.-

but anyways, got the pass ady, so , confirm, for sure... im going for the 2nd round audition..HAHA, which is on 12feb

the yellow thingy is the pass

12 feb.. woooooo...sibehhhh gan jiong... i planned to ffk Christine Pook for times... cause i really donno wat to sing n no confidence at all... go thr sia sui only... aiskkkkkkkk... but, aiskkkk... in the end, ONSSSSS la...-.-

try luck...n c what will those judges comment ~ *sighed

reached 8tv around 2.30pm... i tot there will be lotssss of people queuing for the audition..who knows, NOPE.

maybe by the time we reached there, it wasn't the peak hour..so... hmmmm...HAHA.. n expectantly,i met ALEX..HAHA! he is still that handsome.. XDDD... i think this is the only time we chatted the most..LOL

.after finished registered, the person in charged gave us a number... ~~~ hhuuuuu... lucky or unlucky number harkk?HAHA!

sibeh ganjiongggg.... Christine Pook jio me to toilet to sing 1 time before we enter the audition room..pheewwww...sweat weihhh..HAHAHA

0770 and 0771

after that, we had been asked to go to 3rd floor to queue to enter the room...wooooo... PPIII POOPPP PIIII POOPP... siu siu gan jiong..HAHA!

phewwww..my 1st song singing, 温岚-同手同脚.. the judges said, hmmmm...四平八稳～ 唱第二首来说服我们 :) ... then i was like...walaooo... okok... 很像有机会～ HAHA! then i sang HERO.. n that's all..a suicide song... aiskkk....i know my singing level hasn't reached that high ... overestimated myself... judges said, 技巧不成熟, 继续努力... waaaaa... i know..aiskkkk...shudn't have sung that song, a big sigh, never mind la..HAHA! at least i tried..HAHA! then Christine Pook's turn... she really has a nice voice and nice technique...i thought she will get through, but yet, NO... n christine's fren oso a NO... and lastly... ALEX!! i though he will get through seriously, but.... omg...another NO... woooooo... phewwww...评审真的很专业.. HAHA!

everyone of us failed on 技巧... haha! nvm... at least we tried! HAHA! it was a good experience to me and i think to them as well... =D

pheewwww...the end..hahaha! after the audition, we went to 1U for dinner...n accidentally, I FOUND OLD CHANG KEE!! woooooooo!!!! i thought only sg has OLD CHANG KEE!! i bought 2 currypuff for dinner... thought it would be nice as how it tastes in sg, n yet i was so wrong... so disappointing...haha!

before we left 1U, christine's friend wanted to eat KEBAB at KEBAB KING... cheessseeeeeeee..HAHA!

aiskkk..forgot to take picture with Alex..haha..nvm...i believe there will be another chance..=D

that's the end of my story =D

stay tuned for more imba stories coming on

HAHA!

thanks for reading

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