hell...zzZz

im searching badly for a word to describe my mood for this few days....~~
and finally, i found it... ! -- > HELL
complicated emotion + complicated mood + complicated status
all in one and it is called as HELL =="
my P.G attitude relapse again...
SH*T .. why... i can't control it...
for a thousand millions of times, i hope i can overcome it and become an ANTI-P.G ..
but why every time i've tried my best to overcome it and the result i got is --> failed..
sighed**~~"
perhaps ahboy is right... gals think too much in this kind of circumstance... =="
mr.A is still the best for me... but it was just like what suli said, i didn't do research b4 i started my action...i look up myself so much...zZZz..
and thus,
i've failed the mission n it brought all my passions and moods down when i figure out the hidden truth..
those passions disappear jz like --> ding* !
i hate my fake smiles, my fake gags and my fake face....!
im fake and sham... i hate it so much! but what to do?.. i also donno =="

HELL... really HELL ! .. =="
Lord... don be so mean to me pls
show me the way back to the origin

section 17 is really a dangerous plc!!

sec 17 is really 4 8 dangerous lo!!
yesterday evening, i got a news from my friend, said tat her house kena rompak
goodness! ... again?!...
luckily no people hurt .. ><
to the ppl who r living at sec17/5 and sec17/6.... must bewared all the time!
bad people are anywhere anytime anyplace...><...
sigh* ... god bless my place is quite safe... hope so ..~~

..... random

huhu...done my PK ady..
haizz...y..
y everytime i can sing as loud as a tiger in my hse but i cant even voice my sound out in front of ppl?!...T_____T
lack of confident?
too much of self-esteem?
perhaps..~~
hmm...anyway..i've try my best..
although it was kinda terrible...haha

done my maths test ady too..hehe..piece of cake la..XD
hope i can hit another full marks again...huhuhu...

n...hmm..i got to admit tat im kinda PG..~ ><...
PG= ?...haha..guess urself la..xD~~
ps: PG is not pig..zz..haha

NEX WEEK NEX WEEK..ARRRR..

T________T
next week my turn 2 PK...
sei looooo............
damn nervous now!
4 8 gan jiong ! ><"
some of the nodes i cant really get it lagi....
wasai..n that aaron damn geng leh! ...
dim gai
dim gai..T___T
when im practising the song, my heartbeat keep increasing n my face keep turning red...
wasai...y m i so nervous?..><"...
sei lo... dim arrr...T__T
dim gai... cham....
goodness
god bless me pls~~!

hmm..n the song to be PK is : nothing's gonna change my love for you
GG..><...
all the best to me pls~~~ haha