1-2-09

hard to fall in love again with someone
im really a hot n cold girl
im cold-blooded sometimes
sign..
hate myself too
i feel sorry for mrJ
really sorry
cause at first when we meet,
im really feel excited and really have feel with you
but,
after two or three days,
oh man..
the feel keep lost
i know
i can feel ur feeling on me
but,
i just pretend i know nothing
im bad is it?
i think its a YES
i feel like playing his feeling now
he thought he scared me cause i din reply his message at all
he called me but failed
that is because i left my singapore sim card at malaysia
haha
that's why
really terrible la me
feel frustrated
nw,
i don hav any feel on mr68
feel a little bit scared some more
yiakkk some more
cham
what should i do?
i told him i had going back malaysia yesterday
and i hope he will never know the truth
oh my..
is it mrB hurt me badly last time and now im having a side effect?
or my target is too high?
i donno
i just want a guy that love me truely
he is not really must be very handsome but at least my good looking
and the most important thing is non-smoking ...!
hahaha
thats all
just these three rules what
my target where got high
thats the basic what
haha
sign
really donno
nw i just can pray
hope i can really meet the mr RIGHT soon,
so that i can recover from the side effect..
god bless me

annoyed

u really making me feel frustrated
i really dont understand u
y u sending muackkkssss 2 me?
and after tat u telling the whole world tat u still love ur X?
damn it u knw
nw im getting stronger...
i wont let u interrupt my life again
im sure
i wanna let u knw tat u r the ppl tat fooling around n u vil pay for it
u will regret wat u done
really super duper dissapointed with u
i beg on u
jz leave me alone
if u don love me

今年的生活又要过了
说快不快
说慢不慢
转眼间，
SPM 过了，
生日过了，
毕业旅行过了.....
时间怎么过得这么快丫？
不舍得
真的不舍得
朋友变情人的有很多
像凯莉跟捷浩~
多甜蜜~
从情人变朋友的也有
像佩莹跟啊GUAN~~~
好多我觉得不可能发生的事都发生了
今年
收到2个人的情人节礼物
同时也拒绝了他们
因为当时我以为我跟B先生会有一个很好的开始
他给我的每一个答应都没有做到过
让我最生气的是他连追我都不敢跟朋友说~~
为什么一直要否认？
难道那些sms都是假的吗？
是不是觉得我很失礼你？
那你干嘛还一直酱丫？
真得很不了解你
分散投资？
不明白
不了解
算了
有时想想想也想到累了
现在？
我和B先生是好朋友
虽然之前还有些放不下
可是现在没事了
因为理智胜于冲动
真的是这样吗？
我也不知道也
我想是吧~~
对你虽然还有动心
可是不比以前了
什么也太迟了
不想当笨蛋
不想当等待的那个
不想当抱着一线希望或者的那个
我要当个成功人！！
我要努力~
我要当被等的那个
我的条件很差吗？
真的是
我只是不是最好的
哈哈
其实这样也好
大家还是好朋友
不用想多多~~
苦了自己
一点也不好
哈哈
苏慧玲万岁···!!
娃哈哈哈哈哈
我是强者··!!!
妈妈米阿~~~~~
愿神保佑~~~
你只是我生命中的一个过客~~
可能像他们说的....
上一世你欠我一份情
今世来还回我一份情
打平了~
还回了就离开了
你也就只是我生命中的一个过客吧~~
希望你能找到更好的
希望我可以找到最好的
哈哈哈
虽然之前被你拿到了我的无名的网站
不过
这次相信你100%不会看到这篇文章~~~
就愿神保佑丫！！
娃哈哈哈