1-2-09

hard to fall in love again with someone
im really a hot n cold girl
im cold-blooded sometimes
sign..
hate myself too
i feel sorry for mrJ
really sorry
cause at first when we meet,
im really feel excited and really have feel with you
but,
after two or three days,
oh man..
the feel keep lost
i know
i can feel ur feeling on me
but,
i just pretend i know nothing
im bad is it?
i think its a YES
i feel like playing his feeling now
he thought he scared me cause i din reply his message at all
he called me but failed
that is because i left my singapore sim card at malaysia
haha
that's why
really terrible la me
feel frustrated
nw,
i don hav any feel on mr68
feel a little bit scared some more
yiakkk some more
cham
what should i do?
i told him i had going back malaysia yesterday
and i hope he will never know the truth
oh my..
is it mrB hurt me badly last time and now im having a side effect?
or my target is too high?
i donno
i just want a guy that love me truely
he is not really must be very handsome but at least my good looking
and the most important thing is non-smoking ...!
hahaha
thats all
just these three rules what
my target where got high
thats the basic what
haha
sign
really donno
nw i just can pray
hope i can really meet the mr RIGHT soon,
so that i can recover from the side effect..
god bless me