Monday, February 24, 2014

我已经23了

人生如戏,戏如人生
人生第一次学会了喝酒,
人生第一次学会了弹琴,
人生第一次学会了要去争取,要去享受 
人生第一次大学毕业,
人生第一次交了男友,
人生第一次分手了
人生第一分工,
人生第一次觉得那么地无奈,
人生第一次觉得那么地无助,
人生第一次觉得自己那么傻,
人生第一次觉得自己那么被保佑
人生第一次觉得自己的命运也不怎么是自己掌握,
还有好多好多...


真的很不想长大
这一次,
真的是"长大"了
要自己赚钱养自己,
要自己照顾自己,
要自己付房租,
全部都要靠自己
大学那些快乐到不行的时光,
毕业旅行那些美好到不行的回忆,
真的真的是不能再回去了
真的真的只能回味了
真的真的只能向前看了

我, 23了
多几年都可以嫁人了
人生真的有几十年?
人生最美好的事, 就是遇见对的人,
这对的人,绝对不只是所谓的男女朋友,
这对的人是指朋友
友情永远胜过爱情
我依然相信 爱情的开始,就是这段感情结束的开始 

真的很讨厌离别,我们家sabah王子前几天回来了,
会来看我们了
今天跟他吃过了晚饭,看过了电影,送他会酒店,
又要说再见
我真的很讨厌再见,
我真的很讨厌离别,
我不想去接受大家真的是分道扬镳,各走各的路 这事实
这社会真的很残酷,
这世界真的很现实,
我知道我应该面对,
我知道我应该向前看

可是,说就真的很容易
做真的很难,我拒绝!
我有多不想长大
我每天都在祈祷哪天我可以回到过去
大家回到我们快乐的时光
无忧无虑的时光
好想回到没有烦恼,
一睁开眼,匆匆忙忙地赶死赶命刷牙洗脸 跑着去上课
去跟Mr. Tee, Ms. Christine吹水
到foyer或是financial centre跟junior废话
每天happy hour到2点

时间不等人
时间不会为了谁而停留
做了1个多月的工
我真的不知道我还可以撑多久

我还真的是看着月亮,
看着它说,哇,我们真的长大了
眼泪就随风飘落
这是悲伤的眼泪吗?
还是无奈的眼泪?

我的人生之后会有怎样的转折
我的人生之后会是怎样
我的人生之后会使我所期待,所想象的吗?

现在的我只希望,大家都能开开心心,健健康康,多姿多彩地活下去,
期待我们下一个相聚

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

矛盾的人类

有时在想,要是我现在单身,那我的生活会是怎样?
会是继续暗恋着他人 他人暗恋着我, 潇洒自由地过着每一天
还是
会是外表强悍 心中空虚地过着每一天

当你没有时,你总盼望 期待 着拥有那刹那,那一天
当你拥有时,你开始会很兴奋 很好奇 很期待以后的一切一切
人们也很天真,很贪心地认为 以后的一切都会是最好的,都会是你所想象的
可笑的人类


烦恼天天都多
人生啊人生




P.S. 我没事,很好,就一事感慨


Wednesday, August 15, 2012

im being too selfish


自古多情空余恨,此恨绵绵无绝期

Saturday, July 14, 2012

:)

maybe i just dont deserve u.. even u r over with her, u just wont get with me.. though it sounds like a sad story, but i'll stay strong.. :)  thanks for all the awesome moments u've given me.. i'll just stick back to the status quo.. :)

Friday, July 6, 2012

~~

一句, NO!! YOU ARE MINE!
多么动听!
快被融化了

Friday, June 22, 2012

总在这种时刻,才知道谁是你最重要的人

怎么突然那么感伤..射手座丫射手座
我知道这次太任性了
对不起对不起对不起
对不起对不起对不起
我伤不起


Saturday, April 21, 2012

THE GLORY OF MY LIFE









wow! seriously, i never expect this! thanks a lot a lot a lot a lot to those who really helped me a lot!!!!
lots of touching feeling in the deep of my heart
the one that i owe him the mostttttt is CHUN HAW!!
without him teaching me keyboard, i dont think i can do the 1min performance on stage with my confidence!
10QQQQQ so much! thanks for teaching me anytime anywhere i want
thanks for giving me so much support everyday
thanks for giving me lots of courage on that night
thanks for promoting for my votes
thanks for everything everything everything u've done to me!



another big thanks to kaijing!!
thanks for nominated me as one of the participants..
i know my YES and NO for joining seriously annoyed u but u hav to know, i damn freaking no confidence to win..haha!
but, thanks for all the efforts u've given! thanks for those hugs that given on that nite! it calm me down seriously!


i wanted to type this guy's name at the very first place..but,haha! cannot! chun haw is my saviour! so i must thank him 1st! LOL! this guy, very awesome! HAHA! big size, fit, cool, good looking, funny n etc etc! LOL!
joker RICKY!!! thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks for everything!!!
thanks for teaching me how to be confidence in front of people!
thanks for shouting at me so that i could stand straight with confidence on the stage!
thanks for correcting my pose everytime!
thanks for those BIGGG BIGGG HUG on the night before the show!
i was soooo nervous and shaking all the time! thanks for giving me A BIG BIG hug that night!
i need it alot and thanks for everything!
your warm hot body temperature seriously cool me down !
cant mention how touch was i that time!
wanted to have someone to give me a big hug that time and without asking, u just gave it when i need it so much!
awwwwww! so sad.. u've already taken! haha! if not, ngek ngek ngek..HAHAHA!



another BIG thanks to u my dear MEI YUEN!!!
the hot awesome gorgeous chicks in town! LOL!!!
thanks for all the concern and all the courage that u've given to me! i was so touch when i received ur msg that time! t
hanks for sharing all the confidence to me! i love u so much!!!!!!


now, HAHA! jero!!! woohoooo!! sei popstar! haha! u'r still that cool, that handsome and that funny!
LOL!
thanks for accompany me for the whole keyboard lesson the night before the prom
thanks for teaching me the chords
thanks for letting me know which part should i correct it
thanks for the company of nightsssss
awwwww... seriously, ur eyes are full of ELECTRICITY!!
HAHAHAHA!


MAX LOW!!! HAHA!! SIFU!!! LOL!!!
thanks for the BONIA wallet u gave to me!!! i love it so much!! but too bad i cant change it now cause huifen gave me the carlorino wallet was jz used for 2months.. i cant be so bad to her..LOL!!
chill~~~~ stop asking me when to change my wallet..haha! i'll surprise u ! XD
thanks for asking all ur friends to vote for me on fb!
thanks for keep on promoting me as ms VU though it's really annoyed me..LOL!
thanks for every support u've given to me!
i appreciate frm the deep of my heart! seriously!
u'r the most steady and awesome friend i have so far! i do admit this!
thanks for everything! and so sorry for ur gf's misunderstanding..
sigh..i really feel a BIG SORRY for that! but luckily, u settled it..LOL!
if i still accept a clutch from u, oh NO! i cant imagine how will this go on !



my dear HUIFEN!!! i love u !!! thanks for ur effort !!! thanks for asking SO many ppl to vote for me !!! without u company me, i'll feel so empty! lol! thanks for colour up my life!!
we did things together
we share secrets together
we share laughter together
we choose our best dress together and most importantly,
we tilt them together!!
HAHA!
SISTA FOREVER!!!




thanks for EVERYONE!!! seriously, EVERY SINGLE THANK YOU i mention on that night and now, i mean it from the deep of my heart with touch ! i love u , u, u and u!!! this is my pleasure of having u guys all around me! thank god!! i mean it! i believe this is 三生修来的福! i really believe this! thanks for colour up my life all awesomers!!!





thanks for giving me such wonderful memories during my university life!
a thing that i'll even smile when im sleeping!
THANK YOU, with tears!