女孩 为什么在哭泣

没关系 反正已经伤痕累累
习惯就好
都怪我太不争气
太累了
你知道我从来只给一个人3次机会
可这些日子，我自问给了多过300次
我快不行了
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
我不会为了留你 假装可怜兮兮
我尽力了
如果你想通了，你想我了， 请你行动
因为我已经伤痕累累，连期望的勇气的不敢有了
女孩，为何还在哭泣

狼狈

就让我狼狈地大哭一场
哭过就好了
真的会好吗
我珍贵的眼泪今天流完后不可以再随便落下
知道吗
我遗失的笑容有一天一定把你找回
你就乖乖的在那角落等我
只是不小心崩溃
没事，会好起来的
真的很乖的
_______
撕了那封信

纯粹发泄发泄

因为是你

所以原谅

就算你怎样伤害我，

我都习惯了

麻木了

在你面前，渺小的连自尊都没有

我好累

可是这是我的选择

就算比你条件好一百倍的人追求我，

就算他有多么的符合我想要的条件，

可是当我一看到你，

我怎么忍心

我放不了，

做不到。

如果天使给我许下一个愿望，

我会让一切回到那时，那个时光，

然后做出一些更理智的决定，

至少，你在我心里，永远都会是那么高，那么好，那么可遇不可求。

卑贱的我

你说你喜欢我
可你都不珍惜我
好烦好困扰
以前的时光真的太美好了

世界是公平的
你伤害他，你就注定被另外一个他伤害
这就是所谓的轮回吧

还有，请我的“过去”， 不要再问候我，不要在关心我，不要发简讯给我
我真的觉得很困扰，很烦阿.. -.-
我不需要-.-

我已经23了

人生如戏，戏如人生

人生第一次学会了喝酒,

人生第一次学会了弹琴,

人生第一次学会了要去争取,要去享受　

人生第一次大学毕业，

人生第一次交了男友，

人生第一次分手了

人生第一分工，

人生第一次觉得那么地无奈，

人生第一次觉得那么地无助，

人生第一次觉得自己那么傻，

人生第一次觉得自己那么被保佑

人生第一次觉得自己的命运也不怎么是自己掌握,

还有好多好多...

真的很不想长大

这一次,

真的是"长大"了

要自己赚钱养自己,

要自己照顾自己,

要自己付房租,

全部都要靠自己

大学那些快乐到不行的时光,

毕业旅行那些美好到不行的回忆,

真的真的是不能再回去了

真的真的只能回味了

真的真的只能向前看了

我, 23了

多几年都可以嫁人了

人生真的有几十年?

人生最美好的事, 就是遇见对的人,

这对的人,绝对不只是所谓的男女朋友,

这对的人是指朋友

友情永远胜过爱情

我依然相信 爱情的开始，就是这段感情结束的开始 

真的很讨厌离别，我们家sabah王子前几天回来了，

会来看我们了

今天跟他吃过了晚饭，看过了电影，送他会酒店，

又要说再见

我真的很讨厌再见，

我真的很讨厌离别，

我不想去接受大家真的是分道扬镳，各走各的路 这事实

这社会真的很残酷，

这世界真的很现实，

我知道我应该面对，

我知道我应该向前看

可是，说就真的很容易

做真的很难，我拒绝！

我有多不想长大

我每天都在祈祷哪天我可以回到过去

大家回到我们快乐的时光

无忧无虑的时光

好想回到没有烦恼，

一睁开眼，匆匆忙忙地赶死赶命刷牙洗脸 跑着去上课

去跟Mr. Tee, Ms. Christine吹水

到foyer或是financial centre跟junior废话

每天happy hour到2点

时间不等人

时间不会为了谁而停留

做了1个多月的工

我真的不知道我还可以撑多久

我还真的是看着月亮，

看着它说，哇，我们真的长大了

眼泪就随风飘落

这是悲伤的眼泪吗？

还是无奈的眼泪？

我的人生之后会有怎样的转折

我的人生之后会是怎样

我的人生之后会使我所期待，所想象的吗？

现在的我只希望，大家都能开开心心，健健康康，多姿多彩地活下去，

期待我们下一个相聚

矛盾的人类

有时在想，要是我现在单身，那我的生活会是怎样？
会是继续暗恋着他人 他人暗恋着我， 潇洒自由地过着每一天
还是
会是外表强悍 心中空虚地过着每一天

当你没有时，你总盼望 期待 着拥有那刹那，那一天
当你拥有时，你开始会很兴奋 很好奇 很期待以后的一切一切
人们也很天真，很贪心地认为 以后的一切都会是最好的，都会是你所想象的
可笑的人类


烦恼天天都多
人生啊人生




P.S. 我没事，很好，就一事感慨

im being too selfish

自古多情空余恨,此恨绵绵无绝期

:)

maybe i just dont deserve u.. even u r over with her, u just wont get with me.. though it sounds like a sad story, but i'll stay strong.. :)  thanks for all the awesome moments u've given me.. i'll just stick back to the status quo.. :)

~~

一句， NO!! YOU ARE MINE!
多么动听!
快被融化了

总在这种时刻，才知道谁是你最重要的人

怎么突然那么感伤..射手座丫射手座
我知道这次太任性了
对不起对不起对不起
对不起对不起对不起
我伤不起

THE GLORY OF MY LIFE

wow! seriously, i never expect this! thanks a lot a lot a lot a lot to those who really helped me a lot!!!!

lots of touching feeling in the deep of my heart

the one that i owe him the mostttttt is CHUN HAW!!

without him teaching me keyboard, i dont think i can do the 1min performance on stage with my confidence!

10QQQQQ so much! thanks for teaching me anytime anywhere i want

thanks for giving me so much support everyday

thanks for giving me lots of courage on that night

thanks for promoting for my votes

thanks for everything everything everything u've done to me!

another big thanks to kaijing!!

thanks for nominated me as one of the participants..

i know my YES and NO for joining seriously annoyed u but u hav to know, i damn freaking no confidence to win..haha!

but, thanks for all the efforts u've given! thanks for those hugs that given on that nite! it calm me down seriously!

i wanted to type this guy's name at the very first place..but,haha! cannot! chun haw is my saviour! so i must thank him 1st! LOL! this guy, very awesome! HAHA! big size, fit, cool, good looking, funny n etc etc! LOL!

joker RICKY!!! thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks for everything!!!

thanks for teaching me how to be confidence in front of people!

thanks for shouting at me so that i could stand straight with confidence on the stage!

thanks for correcting my pose everytime!

thanks for those BIGGG BIGGG HUG on the night before the show!

i was soooo nervous and shaking all the time! thanks for giving me A BIG BIG hug that night!

i need it alot and thanks for everything!

your warm hot body temperature seriously cool me down !

cant mention how touch was i that time!

wanted to have someone to give me a big hug that time and without asking, u just gave it when i need it so much!

awwwwww! so sad.. u've already taken! haha! if not, ngek ngek ngek..HAHAHA!

another BIG thanks to u my dear MEI YUEN!!!

the hot awesome gorgeous chicks in town! LOL!!!

thanks for all the concern and all the courage that u've given to me! i was so touch when i received ur msg that time! t

hanks for sharing all the confidence to me! i love u so much!!!!!!

now, HAHA! jero!!! woohoooo!! sei popstar! haha! u'r still that cool, that handsome and that funny!

LOL!

thanks for accompany me for the whole keyboard lesson the night before the prom

thanks for teaching me the chords

thanks for letting me know which part should i correct it

thanks for the company of nightsssss

awwwww... seriously, ur eyes are full of ELECTRICITY!!

HAHAHAHA!

MAX LOW!!! HAHA!! SIFU!!! LOL!!!

thanks for the BONIA wallet u gave to me!!! i love it so much!! but too bad i cant change it now cause huifen gave me the carlorino wallet was jz used for 2months.. i cant be so bad to her..LOL!!

chill~~~~ stop asking me when to change my wallet..haha! i'll surprise u ! XD

thanks for asking all ur friends to vote for me on fb!

thanks for keep on promoting me as ms VU though it's really annoyed me..LOL!

thanks for every support u've given to me!

i appreciate frm the deep of my heart! seriously!

u'r the most steady and awesome friend i have so far! i do admit this!

thanks for everything! and so sorry for ur gf's misunderstanding..

sigh..i really feel a BIG SORRY for that! but luckily, u settled it..LOL!

if i still accept a clutch from u, oh NO! i cant imagine how will this go on !

my dear HUIFEN!!! i love u !!! thanks for ur effort !!! thanks for asking SO many ppl to vote for me !!! without u company me, i'll feel so empty! lol! thanks for colour up my life!!

we did things together

we share secrets together

we share laughter together

we choose our best dress together and most importantly,

we tilt them together!!

HAHA!

SISTA FOREVER!!!

thanks for EVERYONE!!! seriously, EVERY SINGLE THANK YOU i mention on that night and now, i mean it from the deep of my heart with touch ! i love u , u, u and u!!! this is my pleasure of having u guys all around me! thank god!! i mean it! i believe this is 三生修来的福! i really believe this! thanks for colour up my life all awesomers!!!

thanks for giving me such wonderful memories during my university life!

a thing that i'll even smile when im sleeping!

THANK YOU, with tears!

真的真的真得很感谢我的朋友！！
你们真的是太棒了！！
说真的，我真的觉得能认识到你们，是我三生修来的福！！
很多时候真的很感动！你们所为我付出的一切，不可能会是认识1年多的朋友所能做到的！
虽然我嘴里不说，可是感动往往在心里！
谢谢你们！
就算我工作9个小时，你们陪足我9个小时
就算我心情不好，你们一定会想办法解决
就算我要练习钢琴，你们不关事的，坐在那里3-4个小时，也无所谓
就算我没钱，请我吃3天3夜的饭也没关系
就算我生病了，你们也会想办法比我吃药，早点睡
很多时候，
在你最需要人慰问你的时候，往往就会收到他们的讯息
谢谢你们!真的谢谢你们! 太多地感动,留着毕业的时候才使出来吧!

:')

i jz screwed it up

i shud have done better than this!!!!
i know i can!!
*big sigh
i jz screwed it
sorry teammates ..
i just havent given out my best...
though, i think i just got a dream came true..
just tat the result aint hw i imagine...
*sad emo kid.. aiskkkkkkkkk
arrwwwghhhh...
i wish u were here... T_____T

♥

会唱歌的男生真的很有吸引力 .. 哈哈！

不管长相如何，一开口，赢了！

哈哈哈！

A SMALL Little SECRET between Us... XDDD

Haha! i think i just did something crazy... which is..hohohoh! YEAH PeiYin..u were right.. i went for audition!! HAHAHA!!!! sowwieeee cz i said NO by the time u asked me : u wanna go for audition tmr is it? HAHA .. cause i planned to tell others when it comes to a right time.. lol...sowieeeeeee py...XDDD

hmmmm.... i knw my sistasssss all thinking of :eiii...lan san bei...susu has bf ady??

HAHA! the answer is NOOOOO!!!!

chill la..im still that suci...HAHA!

kay~ here's the story..HAHA!

last few week, which i forgot the date, I was in kampar and once i woke up frm sleep, i received a text from my siao kaki.. who is Christine Pook..HAHA!

she asked me to go to the road show audition to get the VIP Pass to join the final singing audition at 8tv on 12th Feb...

i was like : wat the heck?! so sudden?! i didn't prepare anything at all... what to sing? walao.. don go there siao sui la~!!! HAHAHA!

she asked me to reach PJ before 6pm... n coincidentally, i planned to go back KP tat day after lunch.. so, i said ONSSSSSSSSS la...HAHAHA

erhhheemmmm... that's a problem..i didn't prepare anything... not even the lyrics.. tilt my life weihhh..HAHA! fine..i go find some lyrics then snapped it down .. n yeah.. i tried to memorize them on the way back to PJ.. tat time JIN keep asking me, woiihhh...y u keep memorizing lyrics... haha! i didn't even dare to tell him the reason why...LOL

n yeahhh..JIN sent me to UTAR PC block for the audition... n yes, he knew it in the end..LOLness..-.-

sei Pook keep asking me GO LA GO LA...! easy only...haha

n yes, i filled in the form n sang...

so do my ROUND 1 - PASS ...

the host of the event said, CONGRAZZZ!! u pass ROUND 1!! u get the VIP pass!!!

n i was like... tilt my life.. wat was i doing up there just now...-.-

but anyways, got the pass ady, so , confirm, for sure... im going for the 2nd round audition..HAHA, which is on 12feb

the yellow thingy is the pass

12 feb.. woooooo...sibehhhh gan jiong... i planned to ffk Christine Pook for times... cause i really donno wat to sing n no confidence at all... go thr sia sui only... aiskkkkkkkk... but, aiskkkk... in the end, ONSSSSS la...-.-

try luck...n c what will those judges comment ~ *sighed

reached 8tv around 2.30pm... i tot there will be lotssss of people queuing for the audition..who knows, NOPE.

maybe by the time we reached there, it wasn't the peak hour..so... hmmmm...HAHA.. n expectantly,i met ALEX..HAHA! he is still that handsome.. XDDD... i think this is the only time we chatted the most..LOL

.after finished registered, the person in charged gave us a number... ~~~ hhuuuuu... lucky or unlucky number harkk?HAHA!

sibeh ganjiongggg.... Christine Pook jio me to toilet to sing 1 time before we enter the audition room..pheewwww...sweat weihhh..HAHAHA

0770 and 0771

after that, we had been asked to go to 3rd floor to queue to enter the room...wooooo... PPIII POOPPP PIIII POOPP... siu siu gan jiong..HAHA!

phewwww..my 1st song singing, 温岚-同手同脚.. the judges said, hmmmm...四平八稳～ 唱第二首来说服我们 :) ... then i was like...walaooo... okok... 很像有机会～ HAHA! then i sang HERO.. n that's all..a suicide song... aiskkk....i know my singing level hasn't reached that high ... overestimated myself... judges said, 技巧不成熟, 继续努力... waaaaa... i know..aiskkkk...shudn't have sung that song, a big sigh, never mind la..HAHA! at least i tried..HAHA! then Christine Pook's turn... she really has a nice voice and nice technique...i thought she will get through, but yet, NO... n christine's fren oso a NO... and lastly... ALEX!! i though he will get through seriously, but.... omg...another NO... woooooo... phewwww...评审真的很专业.. HAHA!

everyone of us failed on 技巧... haha! nvm... at least we tried! HAHA! it was a good experience to me and i think to them as well... =D

pheewwww...the end..hahaha! after the audition, we went to 1U for dinner...n accidentally, I FOUND OLD CHANG KEE!! woooooooo!!!! i thought only sg has OLD CHANG KEE!! i bought 2 currypuff for dinner... thought it would be nice as how it tastes in sg, n yet i was so wrong... so disappointing...haha!

before we left 1U, christine's friend wanted to eat KEBAB at KEBAB KING... cheessseeeeeeee..HAHA!

aiskkk..forgot to take picture with Alex..haha..nvm...i believe there will be another chance..=D

that's the end of my story =D

stay tuned for more imba stories coming on

HAHA!

thanks for reading

:D

:')

只是个美丽的插曲

其实

从什么时候开始，什么时候终断，什么时候失去，我完全知道

我只是装傻

好让你觉得我 没那么在乎

其实你不说我能感触，虽然我装作糊涂

它对我来说，只是个数字

但对很多人来说，他大于一切

再见啦!

Jayesslee ♥

huuuuuhhuuu!!! jayesslee rocked the house this morning!!!their voice are just awesome !! omg!!i wish one day, my dream can come true just like theirs!! *dreaming..XDDD!! HAHAHA! thanks a lot to mr.Fernando! XDD... thanks for the invitation!! love it so much!!! goshhh... i wanted to watch their live show for years weih!! LOL!!!!!

3 songs sang by jayesslee...but im still not

satisfied yet!!! LOL!

i was Qing for the photo shooting section

with jayesslee..but..aiskkk..i guess i have to Q for 2hours.... so... *big sigh .. i gave up...n i was soooo regret now...!!!!

T__________T

their voices are freaking nice n soft ..i wish i could sing like tat one day..LOL!! XDDD

after Jayesslee section, we went for brunch..haha! at A&W... LOL!

this was my 1st time eating at A&W since childhood year.. LOL

it was nice! the root beer is just best!! HAHAHA!

met a lot of new frens today as well... =D..

they are freaking awesome..

most of them r working with those big media companies like 8tv, ntv7, one fm,fly fm n so on...it was so nice meeting them...credit goes to mr.fernando as well!! HAHA! thanks for the ..=D

by the way, hahaha! c this hot sexyyyy guy?LOL!!!

he is Carl... international model ... woooo

handsome daooooo...XDDDD..LOL!!!

few days back, i went some video shooting section with my frens..haha! be clear guys.. im not joining any part time modeling or wat so eva thingy... this shooting is payless... LOL! it kinda voluntary work...LOL!

hmmm... i guess the video will be shown on tonton.com.my in Nov n shown in ntv7 morning show next year..hahaha!

i know i did it badly..but..hahaha! 1st time experience ma..

somemore i had a hot guy standing bsd me..

nervous die me..LOL!!!

hahaha!

enjoying my life now! though all assignments flooding my life badly, but yet, im good in squeezing time for entertainment n chilling pupose as usuall..hahahaha!!!!

life is beautiful

:)

zzzzzzzzzz

get back together? wat makes u think tat?

no call, no sms, never keep in touch n all of a sudden u just said like tat?

is tat just because i saw my pics are all damn happening

is tat just because u r lonely n cant find someone to accompany u

is tat just because everyone r boycotting and u don even hav someone to talk to

pls.. n don post something like soooo emo on ur fb

i bet until now, u still donno wat was happening last time

ohhhh gosh.. i hate this

i wonder where the hell is my antibody ..-.-

please take good care of me when im sick

please impress me when im expecting something to be happened

please be kind to me when i need support

a sleepness nite

i cant sleep for the whole nite

one of the reasons is i keep thinking of the way u being so gentlemen

LOL

please dont pop up in my mind for the whole nite again k?

wish me to have a good nite sleep tonite...

XDDD